at the moment i didn't have any hyperfixation, and i didn't know i was neurospicy so i unknowingly hooked onto the  show i was watching.

i am not exaggerating, genuinely not kidding when i said i watched 3-4 hours of the show a day. one in the morning and 3 four 4-5 and 7-9. id do other thigns but that show STAYED ON. ALL THE TIME.

i physically couldn't do anything else. it got to the point where i recited episodes word-for-word in my head when i was bored

not to mention weekends..

anyways i knew about fanfictions(i descovered it WAY TOO EARLY as a kid) but i never thought it would be its own fanbase, neither did i look. because being in a fandom that im (debatably, more attatched to)  constantly writing fanficition for(hermitcraft), i have a feeling that my hands would have never left the paper on that one

and so i finally had the confidence to look at the fanbase on tiktok, and oh my god it exists

i actually was scrolling on ao3 once cuz i was bored and came across a fic for b99 and i got so surprised- i freaked out because i was afraid id get hooked back into my unhealthy attacthment into it again but damn it looked interesting

anyways after today i think im finally okay looking back at it again (i had to tear myself away from it) and the fandom is still going strong 😭 thank god i didnt have tiktok back them geez

also turns out the ship i really liked back then is very popular and CANON??? bro 

also everyone apparently thinks the cast is extremely hot and i think thats funny