SO.... I've been meaning to apologize LOL

i feel so bad that i post so much personal art/doodles/new ocs all the time... and yet ppl are waiting on owed art askdlja IM LITERALLY SO SORRY HAHA

bAsIcAlLY my daily schedule is work (as a cashier, poo) from 9am-1pm, then get home/have lunch/etc, then work on comms until 4:30/5pm then do personal art/instagram art/doodle after that (so like theoretically working close to a 9-5 in a way ?? LOL) then i work on comms most of the day on weekends unless i go out with a friend (or touch some grass..)

and i always have like... 7 comms im working on at once, so i can finish the next stage on like 1-3 comms or so but i have more on my list i dont get to in a day, then some days i dont get time to work on any at all etc. (also i seriously dont mind having a lot on my queue at all, i actually prefer it bc i have like almost mental fatigue working on one thing for too long?? idk i prefer flipping through files and doing bit by bit for everything)

but then i take like 30-60 mins per personal doodle LOL so here i am... speedrunning 12293029 new ocs.. (yes i draw disgustingly fast when im inspired)

i struggle with A LOT of severe chronic fatigue (and other health issues), like its super debilitating and i can barely get through my pathetic 4 hr shifts at work. im SO SO GRATEFUL to be able to do art!!! it really really helps sm, im trying to save up to move out at some point and honestly predict i may have to be on disability when im on my own and have rent to pay etc. so it helps to know i would be able to do some art as well, it literally makes me so so happy you have no idea <333

i also suffer with severe, debilitating mental health issues, and art is my biggest coping mechanism and is literally all that keeps me going some days. drawing my ocs/making designs is what makes me happiest and makes life worth living fr fr <33
(like legitimately... one of the things that keeps me going is "but i have another oc idea i want to do tomorrow" so i guess ill just have to be immortal with the amount of ideas i have LMAOOOOOOOOO)

ANYWAYS!!

i NEVER EVER feel rushed by anyone, all of you are the absolute sweetest and most patient!!! I AM LITERALLY SO BLESSED AND GRATEFUL <33

SO THIS IS NOT MEANT AS AN EXCUSE (?) OR LIKE I FEEL RUSHED RN OR ANYTHING 

YOU ALL ARE SO AMAZING AND KIND AND I LOVE DRAWING FOR YOU SM 

basically i just wanted to explain myself haha so its not a mystery ... "hmm ive been waiting like a week for an update on lineart but girlypop has designed like 3 new boba ocs in the past 2 days ? do i not exist anymore orrrrr???" like thats what im imagining its like for yall HAHA

ANYWAYS ESSENTIALLY YOUR FILE IS OPEN AND IVE DONE HALF THE LINEART BUT I CAN BARELY MOVE FROM MY CHAIR FROM EXHAUSTION AND IN ORDER TO SURVIVE I MUST DESIGN ANOTHER BOBA OC

I LOVE YOU ALLL!!!!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT ALWAYS!!!! SMOOCHES!!!! <333