TLDR;

I'm getting quite sick and will read/respond when I can. More available on Discord (same username)

Hey all, I am mostly posting this because I have 10+ messages waiting for me -

Some already know but my health took a nasty turn in the last few months. Sparing details, the last few weeks I've progressively been getting weaker and sicker. I have a new hopefully temporary condition that is worsening my chronic illness and bringing lots of new, unwelcome symptoms. I don't have a lot of mental strength left for being positive after working a full-time job (and usually getting in excessive overtime..) Just working my usual hours makes me really sick and exhausted by the end of the day. I'd really hate to accidentally snap at someone just because I don't feel well, none of you deserve that.

I'm leaving things unread so nothing gets left behind

In limited (but more frequent) bursts I am available on Discord under the same username. Anyone is welcome to reach out especially if you need my attention sooner

I'm really sorry. To everyone. My mental state tells me I've failed everyone, especially my friends, to an overwhelming amount.. Every last one of you are so wonderful. I'm not sure I've ever been so surrounded by wonderful people that I adore and care about, who are kind with me.

On Sunday I'm starting a new medication which will hopefully either slow the progress of my current predicament, or prevent it from getting any worse so that I can heal.