oh boyyy you know im miserable when i ramble about stuff /lh

do you ever just connect so fucking much to a youtuber/song/fictional character,, LIKE for me it's crazy I'm crazy but it just hit me how obsessed I get and omg don't get me started on me forcing others to enjoy stuff with me LOL. the thingis I'm so attached to this youtuber that IM BECOMING HIM i have a million of clips of his jokes and stuff AND I got so many habits from him like when I say "bru" instead of "bro" y eah i stole that from peter.. and also this joke when he said "sociopaths can't pet dogs" i say that all the time well to myself because I isolate myself from da family bc social interaction,, but anyway yk when you love something so much you  know a lot about the lore and you learn about it UGH I LOVE IT I just love it whenever I'm sad/nervous i just go back to the fandoms, YouTubers and my comfort songs because I but a connection so it's not just an obsession kinda thing it's more like a part of you like YOUR EMOTIONAL PART YEAHH.. especially for artists boy oh boy do I think of making fanart all the time

what I'm trying to say is..it's always "weird" to be in a fandom or like something but in reality it's so not bc it doesn't just give some people happiness it ingraves their hearts and change the way they think and it can really hurt if someone makes fun of it ehhe i just find it funny how sensitive humans are so pathetic /j /lh /nm

ok wait but now I want to draw patter natter fanart...