I love everyone I know irl (family and boyfriend) deciding I'm delusional and made up my trauma when I know it happened /s
I feel like I'm crazy because now I don't know if anything I believe is real or not. Apparently I regularly make up things and believe them... my boyfriend is mad at me because my parents love me and couldn't have abused me, just because his parents were truly awful. Like I understand where he's coming from but can't loving parents still abuse their children?
I'm terrified and extremely suicidal. My friends tell me I should try and leave but I can't even leave my own home without being terrified. I'm just waiting until the 2nd when I'm finally going back to my therapist for the first time this year, see what she thinks.