So my mum and dad got into a fight, my mum took off to a pub where she works to be with her friends and drink. Dad followed after her, somehow getting her to come home, then proceeded to lecture her, gaslighting, blaming her for everything, even times where my dad almost cheated. He's done this many times, my mum unable to speak up or do anything so she runs away and my dad follows after her to not let her have a moment, even breaking down the bedroom door once. He has been physical, almost to me as well when I first stood up to him at 16, but it's not a common thing. Over the years nothing much has changed. I'm the oldest of 6 kids, and I worry for their safety but I'm still debating if child services need to be called, since they wouldn't handle being split up. I'm not scared of him anymore. He can hit me if he can't control his dumb fucking self. I don't care. I didn't want to hold my tongue to him anymore. But I want out. I can't live here. We're in the middle of the bush, the closest town is 40mins away driving. My aunt lives somewhere I can walk to places and work.