There have been countless times I've tried to get the next otap done but cmon man I can never get it right </3

Been almost a year since I've made art for myself

I am haunted by guilt of owed art

Well first of all I do everything wrong these days yay <3

And I feel so terrible just doing the slight little doodles I keep making because I really do try to get the otaps done but it's so hard. I always have little to no motivation and/or energy, even to do anything for myself irl. and like. I hate my art so much and that makes everything so much harder haha I just want a style that people actually pay attention to or like to see. With both my designs and my art style honestly. 

I don't want all the people I owe art to to think that I'm not doing it. I am trying my hardest /srs

I don't think they know that tho 💪🥲