i apologize. if i owe you anything there will be a delay. i already know i do that but I'm not doing okay at all. i just recently lost a cat of mine that i was really close to and seen things i wish i didn't have to see. im grieving pretty hard right now. I'm genuinely super sorry about everything. life has just been shitty and super stressful for me and it just seems to get a little worse. 

if i owe you anything please let me know.