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Thank you! I had a lot of fun messing around with how to do her hair dye.  I love blue/black color schemes. But I feel like she's more of a pink person. And yeah, she's supposed to be more sophisticated and pomp. xD The tattoo was also fun, she got that during her biker with questionable morals phase. She kinda still likes it though, even if that ain't her lifestyle anymore. 

And thanks again! I try to make realistic characters and characters with flaws that can also be strengths. With Bella, she's been through a lot and I felt like it wouldn't be authentic or it would be beating around the bush to just make all of that trauma go away. So her past really heavily influences how she acts in current. 

Despite that, she's come a long way. She's trying to fix and better herself and in some regards it is working. She doesn't mean to be unkind or cold but she's afraid to not be, if that makes sense. Like she's worried about what would happen if she lets her guard down. That and life has kind of hardened her in a sense. She got to this place where she has a lot and in a way she feels like the universe owes it to her for dealing her such a hard past. Basically she's just got a lot of baggage, but deep down she's not a bad person.