oog I've definitely been there OTL

if it helps, I think drawing her so much and other sonas over the years kind of acted as a safe way to explore my art, but I've definitely been way in my head before about wanting something to come out a specific way. if it helps I think being inconsistent style-wise is definitely something artists in general should embrace more, but something that helped me feel more comfortable was focusing on specific techniques/"parts" of art like line weight or shading, and then even if the rest of it looked wonky, at least I learned something about that specific thing ^^