The thoughts in my head are making sense but I dont wanna die either yet sometimes they feel like they make sense maybe if I was just gone then the pain would stop. But then I would just make my girlfriend sad if I was gone but I just cant smile anymore. I hurt all over and I just feel weak mentally not much stability left.
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How does it even happen? How do I break the ‘c’ on the keyboard. On top of everything else now he can’t even trust me to use the computer, he thinks I’m lying when I said I had no idea what happened (I really don’t). I can’t even think straight this is too fucking stressful. I’m trying to draw but it’s not helping. This is the worst thing that could of possibly happened.
He can’t. Even trust. Me. How did it happen. My life is falling apart before my very eyes and it was my fault all along
Every time something comes up with hallucinations in fiction...
I can't stand it. I don't like it as a plot device, I don't like being reminded by it. It's terrifying.
holy shit can you just let go, please? i know i made a mistake, but it's not like you failed and you still won the top award anyway. you're also asking not to just change your own grade but the grades of eleven other people, so it's just...no. please just go to college; you'll find your high school grades don't matter anyway. i'm already trying my best not to make the same mistake again hhhh
i feel like. a very big balloon that just got stomped on SKDJFDS ive been feeling really low energy and i feel like im drifting away from my friends or that im not interesting enough to talk to anymore bc ive been like. less talkative but at the same time every time i try to talk i end up being aannoying to them or seeming disingenuous nd boring or sthin ig and its just.. puts my head in my hands.... ahhh! im hoping that exams coming up and finishing them will give me back my energy but things have not been good scoob! give me back my energy god!! *shakes my fists*
I was curious and decided to check out the splatoon tag on tumblr for the first time and I regret it immensely. First thing I see is a drawing of some fanart of marie and callie kissing when they're literally cousins. Is this why pornhub wants to buy tumblr?
I just realized that I lost motivation in drawing, so now I'm stuck in Art Block once again.
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Also, I'm still pretty sick, so I doubt I'll get back to it anytime soon.
Me: i hate my clothes they're the ugliest clothing in the world
Me: *refuses to wear the only tshirt i like*
Me: *hates all the clothing in the shops*
Its stupid but suddenly i want to cry
working here for 4 years and i cant understand why one of this person in my department hates me. she ignores me
piss me off! the only time she is nice is if she want me to do something SMH, im never helping her with her work! dont want to waste my time n energy on this. i dont care if my boss will fire me im soo tired!