Yikes.
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just??? when people block you?? and you don't know why?
like you've never interacted with them before and i'd like to think i'm a decent user so i don't understand?? idk it just makes me sad :(
Please stop encouraging me to do my chemistry review. I will not do it if you keep doing that, even if you're going to take my phone away if I don't do it. School does more harm to my mental health than good, and I will just fail anyway. I'm already a failure because of you. Ughhhhh.
My back's really acting up it's making me feel pretty miserable in all honesty. I had a really shitty night last night because it was so painful and it's gonna be another rough night tonight. Last night the only position that was vaguely pain free was laying on my back. Thing is, I can't sleep on my back. Well I can but I have to be so exhausted I just pass out when I get into bed to manage it. I am not at that stage right now.
Also I have a feeling the muscle twitches I've complained about before are linked to my back acting up? Didn't have a problem with them until my back went bad again and last night in particular they were really bad like the muscles were twitching really violently. Also had skin crawling sensations with the pain which was not awesome.
I'm glad I've managed to get 2 appointments with the chiropractor before my April contract and depending on what he comes up with that it gives me chance to go to the doctors and get a co-codamol/naproxin prescription because that was the only thing that made it vaguely bearable last time my back was this bad. Ideally, if I'm gonna need a prescription I'd like to get it before I join ship because if I go to the ship's doctors they'll just tell me to work out which will make it worse and give me over-counter paracetamol which doesn't do shit.
My dad just told me the store my family has been going to for years when we wanted something random to do together is closing this year.
It's... super, super heart breaking to me... I know it's such a small thing that shouldn't really matter but that store holds so much nostalgia and memories for me...
And the worst part is just watching it happen and knowing I can't do anything about it... ;-;
Also, my pollen allergies are starting to really act up and I feel like garbage
Oof I forgot to clean my guinea pig, but I had to sleep because it's too late. I'm super concerned about his will to survive...