one of my friends just left the group chat and I'm so worried for them because this only seems to happen when they're really depressed and now I'm worried it's something I did oh god
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self care is actually using the antiseptic and taking care of the self, a shocking concept ive come to realize
me: boohoo I get so little notes on my art
brain: hey how about you draw fanart for once instead of your gross ocs
me: Atrocious. I absolutely refuse. Never suggest this to me again
everyone keeps faving my art but the second i post something asking for a help/opinions suddenly all my watchers are gone ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
hahaha wow can't believe someone is selling a character they got from me as a gift and didn't even bother asking me if it was okay :^^^^^)
Me: [talks to friend about oc]
Friend: Oh cool
Me: thank y--
Friend: [looks at other old, very personal oc of mine] ew why did you change his name?? His new name is cringy wtf? I liked his old name
Me: [totally trying not to fucking cry] uh, he goes by both names ?? [This name] was his first name and [That name] is what be calls himself
Friend: well don't be surprised if I cring when you call him [This name]
Me: Im going to bed. Goodnight
Friend: sorry if I upset you, ykw nvm my big mouth always gets me in trouble, night
U g h....
When will people that have porbly never suffered hay feaver alrgies a day in there life, learn that simply blowing my nose will not help I need at lest two different type of nasle sprays to get it clear on it's worst and that's with a hay fever relief pill that BTW NEVER DOES ANYTHING BUT RELIVE ME OF THIS ICHY A*** NOSE,
it would be nice if theses alrgies went away but hay on the bright side there not as server as when I was a little younger I mean I can actually breath out of my nose and smell things so there's that ....
I just bit off my front tooth again, I'm v stressed, this day started out good but now it's like getting out of hand and I'm like a deer in the headlights :I
my nerve pain has been so fucking bad lately and i'm so fucking sick of it. i hate missing school it makes my depression worsen especially since the year just started. i got put on a 504 (FINALLY LOL....) and had to get my graduation requirements changed since i wouldn't have graduated in 2018 like i'm supposed to otherwise. makes me feel like a fucking failure even though it's not my fault. idk how to feel about it really. I've buried my emotions so deep over the years that i don't know whether or not i should be disappointed like my parents are in me, or just fuckin angry. i cant help but feel as if it's all in my head too- the pain. the steroid & pain shots did help though for a day, but i can feel it again. my anxiety is preventing me from scheduling the pain management doctor...i'll ask my mom to today to help i guess.
that reminds me, i hate that i cant go to a psychologist until im 18 since i'm tied to the one that i was put on suicide watch with back in 2015, i really need anti-psychotics again. my psychosis giving me constant nightmares isn't fucking helping with anything either, but i cant do anything about it until then. the one time i try to be proactive about getting my mental health under control only to find out i cant... just buries me deeper. why is my life like this? i feel cursed. other than the three most important people i have, i feel so alone. i used to be so talkative and open. where the fuck did it all go wrong? i guess after what he did to me i just completed shut myself down further. i am grateful i have the friends i do now though and that i managed to leave him & our relationship in the past. i have to avoid feeling betrayed as much as i can to avoid splitting which is why i left my other friend group. even though they still try to stay contact with me i wish they'd get the hint already. i don't like being the replacement for your father figure. granted, i do love playing the mentor role, it makes me feel like i have some sort of worth to offer to someone. although i'm so infatuated on you two instead so it doesn't matter how i feel about it anymore. god this is all over the place isn't it......time to play some minecraft.
y'know what, it's shit like that that make me realize you dont care about this nearly as much as i do so im not even gonna bother anymore. with other shit too ive tried to come up with but im not gonna bother telling you shit anymore because im wasting your time, i can tell. whatever man
hoo boy. auditions where only 40 people will get in, and we have 60. hoo boy, new leadership and no idea how they're going to select people. hoo boy, this is literally the one thing giving me a sense of stability in my life and i could lose it along with everything else. i don't know whether i could even keep everything balanced if i didnt have rehearsals as an outlet for stress. i was so excited, waiting for them so i could feel like my life is to some degree normal again but i might not even make it. 12+ years of amateur acting and 8+ years of tap means jack shit if someone pops up with more experience and a better voice.