Flickering Luminescence

"It isn't as if I don't enjoy being here- it's an honor to work alongside your ranks, really I-I wouldn't bluff it! An-And I do agree with you, about not being fit for this role... I do hear what your folks say, I just choose not to address it since you deserve to speak your minds but maybe this... I don't know what I'm doing and I'm out of touch with time, everything I've done to get here- every mistake, all that doubt that's amounted, every life I took, I just-... I think the Time God made a mistake with putting his trust in me."