The molly can’t help but feel shocked at Frecklecall’s comment. I always look nice? Robinsplash repeated in her mind, and her shoulders became tense. Did... did she really just say that? The warrior could feel the fur around her neck and cheeks heat up, and she tried her best to look as natural as possible. Even what she said next didn’t deter her. Robinsplash knew it was a joke to try and lighten the mood, even to make it feel a little less awkward — and it worked. A little. Perking her ears at the other warrior, she titled her head and replied sarcastically, “Hard not to be angry when I’ve got to look at you when I’m talking. Maybe I should just stare at the wall over there, much easier on the eyes!”
She made a show of it, pretending to suddenly be blinded by a bright light of some sort, shielding her gaze and squinting heavily at the rock only a couple of tail lengths away. Keeping things light was probably the best course of action, although after she finished this little tease, her chuckles began to die down a little awkwardly. It was hard to act like everything was normal, but maybe... just maybe, she could move past everything and forget the argument ever happened if they could just go back to the way they were. Before they fought. Before Lioncry died.
Her ears pulled back just a smidge as the other molly called her by ‘Robbie’. It’d... been a while since she’d been called that — no one else apart from Frecklecall used that nickname, so it was almost unrecognisable to her. At the mention of her littermate, she avoided Frecklecall’s gaze, speaking quietly, “Oh, Beaversnap...” Robinsplash didn’t have much else to say. What was there to say? It made her fur prickle to speak out against her family, and she could feel her stomach drop at the very thought.
Latching onto the very next topic couldn’t even help matters much, either, because the truth was: she didn’t get much sleep. Every night she suffered from nightmares and rather than keep waking up her fellow warriors with her persistent fidgeting and panicking, she’d instead taken to overworking herself so much that she was too exhausted to even dream. The molly didn’t reply, not wishing to admit that she couldn’t sleep, even though she wanted to so badly.
At the mention of her wound, she looked back to check, as if she hadn’t even realised that it had happened. Peering back up the Frecklecall again, she explained, “It was pretty stupid, actually... I, um, was trying to fish to get some prey for the Clan.” She paused, her cheeks warming once again as she became increasingly more embarrassed. “I was by the river when I spotted a suitable fish in the water, but I was so exhausted that I began to doze off. Long story short, I fell. Like an idiot.”
She didn’t mention that she was specifically fishing because she always did that when particularly missing Frecklecall. Such things she would take straight to StarClan because admitting something like that was embarrassing and, knowing Frecklecall, she’d only get teased for it. Robinsplash could already feel the laughter that would result from her confession — who wouldn’t laugh at someone falling over? It was hilarious. But... what with her nights being terrorised by nightmares and, you know, the whole ‘I haven’t had a full night's sleep in moons’ thing, Robinsplash didn’t find the situation all that funny.