Don't Take Your Paws For Granted

Don't Take Your Paws For Granted
He's gone but I'm still here, the mere idea is suffocating me
I can't see my own hands, my vision is growing hazy
I fall on top my knees, his blood trickling down my chin
He's gone but you're still here, you are what remains of him

And I envy you, I envy your paws
I wanna be like you, I wanna be your dog
Cuz I envy you, I envy your claws
I envy the way no one is scared of you
I envy the way the world is ending and there's something helpful you can do
He is gone but I'm still here
He is gone but you're still here
I'm suffocated by the mere idea
I'm shaking and you stare in fear
He is gone but I'm still here

You are all I left that day
Tied up near life and saved from death
He is gone and you are his remains
You are a dead mans best friend
And I'm jealous of you, I envy you
I wish I shared his same fate
Because when he died you were all that he left to honour his memory and his name
And I can not live up to that
I'm a monster living in the body of a man
I'm not the man that you think I am
I'm a sad war doing the best he can
But the best he can do is chew his hands, his best is tearing apart the land
The best isn't good enough
I stay inside chained and tied up
I chain down this wreck, I chain down this death, the death doesn't stay down, soon I break free
I envy you, I'm jealous of your paws

I envy you because I'm scared of me