Letter left upon the window sill

To: Johanna From: -you know who it is- Letter: Yeah so... I guess, I owe you this after the many years of missed chances. Let me start by apologizing for you having to fall asleep alone and in tears. For all the times I wasn't there to help you raise the kids. They grew up without a proper father, and you went on without a proper husband. I left you worrying on whether or not I would return alive or dead. For that, I am sorry. But now, I promise I will be the man that you deserve. I will wake you up with homemade breakfast every morning, if you trust my dreadful cooking. I will teach and care for our children as I should of so long ago, I will help take care of that crazy duck of yours. Even though he gets heavily on my nerves. I promise that this Valentine's day will be different and you will be treated like the queen you are in my eyes. You know I'm not one for all this mushy stuff so I will try to sum this up for you. But, I love you Johanna, and I'm very lucky to have you as my wife. From your survivor and husband.