apocalypsis — by elysia
apocalypsis
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my home
my fear
all rolled
into one.
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each day, a test of survival
straining, burning
pained, pained…
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hunger.
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the young raccoon hunts, cannot find trash to pull,
hunts.
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food, required,
food, necessity,
food. hunger.
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...is that music i hear?
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the chorus of angels, awaiting my ascent to heaven?
a cacophony
spun from
a small, small,
black disc.
round and round it twirls on a machine,
an oddity.
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...when the tanuki cry, there will be nobody left alive, so I’m told,
curiosity overtakes my consciousness.
curiosity.
detriment to my health, in some ways.
i stay calm in the face of dangers brought about.
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i journal my findings.
leather-bound books chart out my history.
prior and post apocalypsis.
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i can survive on my own, just fine…
yet, there is one i cannot live without.
...love. a tricky little thing.
Vitori… I…
my feelings…
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…
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in the apocalypsis there is no “love,” or so i thought.
you cannot forget the one thing
that love does.
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saves… and heals… the very soul, no matter how much it may shatter,
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however.
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back to the track,
when the tanuki cry… none. and i repeat, none. shall… be left… alive…
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However, was this story even true?
I assume not.
It’s fictitious, unfathomable.
however… nonsense, it’s nonsense! perish the very thought!
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this apocalypse… is my home.
this apocalypse… i have found love.
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in this trashed up world…
i have found a certain, small piece of peace.
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in this fucked up, yet somehow wonderful world…
i do believe, it exists, for you and me.