Questionnaire: SSOV

1. Introduce yourself with the basics. (Name, Age, Simple description, Other relevant info.)

pusu'l! Hey I guess ya'll can call me China but my close pals call me Chai or some variation. I'm a Canadian girl, Raised in American and my name is China kinda weird hu?

2. What is your purpose or your biggest goal in life?

As a youngin' I wanted to be this hero like my uncle, real sweet man gave me everythin' even when he didn't got nothing to give. Now It's to seek vengeance on the blue soul suckin' bastards who took him away from me. Once that's done I dunno, never thought about my life after that?

3. Of all your belongings, which are most important to you? If there is a story about them, please share.

Oh shoot! that's really easy! Well sorta? It's not just a single object as I got many but it's the medicine wheel I wear. Dependin' on what clothing I'm feeling that day it could be on a shirt, an earring, a ring, necklace, bracelet whatever it's always on my person. It's more of a cultural value keeps me grounded in my own mind. Reminds me to be mindful of who's lookin' at the end of my gun that everythin' is connected. Life is a circle ya know?

4. Who is your best friend, or the person you are closest to?

I gotta be honest, I don't really got anyone I'm close to. Keep my distance all my life. The Sheeda took my uncle away scared a young girl like me shitless. I don't like ta get close. Although I'm statin' to like the quiet company of Kaz. Not sure if he sees me much as a friend. Not to sure what that boy thinks and I ain't about to press but I think of em' like a close friend. Of course there is Al..but I ain't comfortable talkin' about him. wound is still fresh.

5. Who are a few other people you know, and how do you feel about each of them specifically?

I mean there is the team. Little Amy is growing on me some quick I tell ya! Makes me see I might be a good mom someday! I like her a bit quirky. Reminds me of the childhood I left behind. I'll be damned if she doesn't get to enjoy hers. Thorn is well- a thorn in my side but I'd take her on a hunt any day. Girl is killer with a blade and looks good usin' it. Rose is sweet we don't talk much but I'd like to change that. The boys River and Aphrah sweet as can be! I envy their love for one another. Inspires me to open up more.

6. Do you have any romantic interests, or have you in the past? Told ya it's a sore subject! but if it gets yer off my back fine! In the past as I said I was disconnected from people. Didn't want them being taken away by blue faries! I did crush on the odd guy or girl but it was cuz they were cute. No real emotional connection. Not until I set my eyes on Alister the boy was charmin' a bit of a dork with his love for movies but I liked him well enough. Made my heart flutter but he broke it mighty fast. Tryin' to move on might date others but my Al... I won't be able to let go.

7. What is your general outlook on life? Are you optimistic, pessimistic, or maybe just very neutral?

I mean people used to call me pretty negative on life but I like to think I'm a positive person. With hard work ya can meet your goals even failure results in somethin' you can learn. There is a reason for everything even if we don't like the outcome.

8. Describe your relationship with your parents. If they're no longer alive, how did that happen? How do you feel about it?

Both my folks are around! I'm not close but I ain't distant either. Just kinda talk from time to time they know about Greg passin' but understood I wanted to stay where I was. I love my parents and I know they love me.

9. What is your favorite childhood memory? Make it a happy one!

Except for the bulling most of my childhood was pretty happy! The first time I moved in with Uncle Greg he had a nice little ranch with a bunch of animals! Well as a young girl he introduced me to Pepper ya know most girls dream of gettin' a pony! That was a reality for me and my tiny heart was over the moon! I loved her with everything inside of me. I still got her with me!

10. Do you have any siblings? If so, talk about them. If not, do you wish that you did?

Naw, I begged for a younger sibling when I was young never got one. Still an only child to this day.

11. What are your favorite things to eat and drink? Do Jack and Captian count? Been drinkin' a lot of em lately drowns out the sorrows. Some may think I got a problem but I don't. As for food I like a lot of meats, rabbit is pretty good.

12. Who is somebody that you look up to? Greg Saunders! I've been callin' him my uncle but the man is really my godfather good friend of mon père. Used to sing me to sleep when I was fussy I guess he took right to me as a baby like I took to him. He always did the right thing even if others didn't think so. Leave it to the law but he wasn't about that! The every day folk can be forgotten by the law. I like his mindset he fought for justice not the one the law wrote but one he saw fit. Standin' up for what you believe in even if it means walking away with a broken arm and a bloody lip. Don't need to have superpowers ta be a hero.

13. When you're alone, how do you like to spend your time? Hobbies and Interests?

Uh, I like guns I got a nice collection of some old ones. I like to clean up and take to the range. Huntin' is fun a lot of wild animals close to home might not be legal but a gal's gotta eat. My giju' shown me how to make little odds and ends so dream catchers are fun to make but I always give them away. I also play the gutair a lot of country stuff with a bit of rock.

14. What is something you're really good at?

I got good aim, could shoot a fly between the eyes.

15. What is something you're really bad at?

Expressin' how I feel, I worry people get the wrong message when I'm tryin' to be nice or when I want people to leave me alone.

17. Share a memory that involves the person you are closest to.

I shared one about my uncle what more did you want? I could share somethin' with Al I guess.. I'm startin' to really hate these questions. I was walking back to my place from work. Took a temp job at a coffee shop someplace hipsters like to chill honestly my kinda scene. Anyways I didn't see the box outside his door tripped on it and spilled my coffee all over him and the box he was about to pick up. I was damn embarrassed! cute thing he was livin' next door to me and I spill coffee over his nice white shirt! He didn't seem to bother by the shit being ruined but was more upset that ya know it was coffee? It burns. I offered to help him clean up and pay for a new shirt but told me not to worry about it. Kind soul did invite me in and I stayed to help unpack. Lookin' back it was might strange he just let a stranger walk into his place. I could have killed him if I was a loonie. It's how we first met stayed up all night asking and answerin' questions about each other. Sounds stupid like some fairtale trash but I had this need to be close ya know? A crush plain and simple.

18. What is a custom of your family or culture that you participate in? Well I said before I was Canadian but I'm Mi'kmaq.

19. How well educated are you? Do you speak more than one language? Are you well studied in a specific subject?

Graduated high school, but school don't mean you are smart! I speak three French because of my pere we didn't speak much English in the house. Mi'kmaq is my second with English being my third. I was learning them at a young age but it took me a bit with English. I still process my thoughts in french so sometimes I space out tyin' translate what I hear into french and spit my replies out in English.

20. What was your childhood like in general? Sad? Happy? All over the place? Describe it. A mixed bag I was most happiest when Greg was alive.

21. Are you at all religious? What do you believe happens when you die?

Yuh, but I don't believe in the same god most of ya'll think of. Kji-Niskam is my creator. As for death human beings have two types of souls, one connected to the body and one that hold the life of a person. When ya die both are affected. the body soul perishing and the life soul becoming a kmuj, which travels to the land of the souls.

22. Describe your clothing and your usual style.

Street mixed with Boho been diggin' that kinda look.

23. Do you have a job or attend school? If so, what is your job or what are you learning in school?

I mean I work for a coffee joint.

24. Do you have any tattoos, markings, or scars on your body? What are they like?

Nope, just my freckles nothin' pretty unique. I do wanna tat someday.

25. Is there anything about your appearance that you would like to change?

Can't say I would change myself. I'm one of them rare types that like how I look.

26. Aside from your closest friend, who would you like to enjoy a relaxing afternoon with?

Maybe Rose? I'd like ta get to know her.

27. Do you listen to or create music? Do you enjoy it?

Oh sure! I play the gutair! I love makin' music!

28. What is something about the world you live in that is constantly on your mind? (War, Political Unrest, etc)

The sheeda..but I don't wanna talk about it.

29. If you were to pass a homeless person in the streets, what would you do?

Sad fact is ya can't help everyone. I'm more of a stop bank robbers type of hero but I'd greet them with a friendly smile. If I got a snack to spare I'd give it to em.

30. Where were you born, and where do you live now? Oromocto Canada! and Texas US

31. Do you prefer Spring, Summer, Autumn, or Winter? Why? Winter! It don't get as cold here but I hate the heat!

32. What is something you dream of accomplishing but don't think you ever will?

Shoot the brain's outta that Sheeda King but somethin' tells me it ain't that easy.

What's something that would make you really angry?

Bein' mocked when I'm kicked down. I don't need anyone to help me feel low.

34. What's something that calms you down when you're angry?

Time I guess? let me step away or let me yell. I'll burn myself out.

35. Do you struggle with any physical or mental disabilities?

Can't say I do?

36. What are your three best and three worst personality traits?

Determined, Loyal and Self assured, I guess I'm Distant, Blunt and Condescending.

37. Did you have any friends as a child that you are no longer in contact with?

Didn't have any friends. I didn't need any.

38. If you fight with weapons, what are they? If not, what weapons do you think are cool? I got my uncle's old' stevens model 35 pistol the don't make em anymore and my girl a gold plated colt govt 45 acp. For knives I got a bowie and a holographic butterfly a girl can't be too careful! I like a lot of firearms mostly them old ones and some old weapons to! not to fight with but just cuz they look cool in a room.

39. Do you identify as the gender you were born with?

Born and feel like a girl

40. What is your sexuality? Are you treated any differently for it?

I'm bisexual

41. What is an accomplishment that you are proud of?

I'm proud of a lot of things none that are to special but not mundane.

How did you meet your closest friend?

It all started with a business card.

43. How did you meet your second closest friend?

I spilled coffee all over em.

44. Do you have any enemies? Who are they, and why are you enemies?

The damn Sheeda, they take and take!

45. What is something that annoys you?

Chewin' with your mouth open. It's gross!

46. What is a mistake that you've made in your past? Do you regret it?

Not puttin' up more of a fuss, maybe he might still be alive if I threw a fit.

47. Have you traveled a lot? What was your favorite part of it? If not, where do you want to travel to?

No just to Canada and the South, but findin' myself a little more over the place as of late.

48. Are you comfortable around people? Could you befriend a stranger, if given the opportunity?

Depends and no

49. Have you ever been in a life or death situation? If so, what was it?

I'm a human anti-hero who uses fire arms. Yuh I'd say a few times.

Do you want to get married one day? What are your thoughts on children?

Maybe? I dunno I wouldn't mind being a mom...

51. In terms of social status, where do you stand?

Middle class I guess?

>52. Does anybody rely on you for something?

I don't think so

53. Do you rely on anybody for something?

I never used to but I got a bit of a team now, so..

54. What is a cause that you fight for?

Revenge simple as that, but I've been getting closer with the group startin' to think friendship is what I'm fighting for.

55. Have you ever been drunk or otherwise intoxicated? If so, what is something that happened while you were?

I need to run the demons off some how... Dunno I just fall asleep? Is there anybody you would die for?

A few. Amy cuz she's a kid, Klaxon I know he's ready for death but a friend is a friend ya know? Alister...I'd take a whole firin' squad for him.

57. Think of a friend or acquaintance you haven't yet spoken of. How do you feel about them?

No one I can think of.

58. Are you competitive? Do you engage in any sports or competitions?

Sure I can be competitive but it's all in good fun ya know? Sports? I guess Sambo but I don't compete.

59. Are you creative? If so, what do you like to create? Are you good at it?

Hahaha! No except with my music but I an't the art type. I like the stuff but no good at it.

60. What are you the most afraid of in the entire world?

I guess losin' more people I care about.

61. Describe, start to finish, an average day in your life.

What a girl does in her day is her business.

Do you celebrate any holidays? If so, which is your favorite? What is your favorite memory from that holiday?

I'm alone most of the time so I don't celebrate. No point if ya ain't got no one to enjoy it with.

63. Would you prefer a peaceful nature walk or a trip to a busy city?

Nature walk

64. Growing up, did you have any important teachers or mentors? What's the most important thing they taught you?

My uncle, Told me Little lady you're gonna make mistakes, gonna fall and hurt yourself but your human. Stand up and keep fighting for what you believe in. You only fail if you never take that shot

65. If your parents or mentor knew everything about you today, would they be proud of you?

Yuh, I like to think so. I've made mistakes but I think they would see I'm doing just fine.

66. What is something that excites you or makes you really happy?

Shootin' off a round, doesn't have to be in anyone. In fact I like hittin' targets the most. There is a thrill and release of tension. Puttin' a bullet in someone means a life could be lost there is a danger to it but a target has no feelin' just paper but the sound, the smell it makes me feel alive.

67. Do you have any really important secrets, or are you generally secret free?

I'm like everyone else I have secrets.

68. If you were walking on the streets and you were attacked, do you think you could fight and win?

I'd like to think so

69.Have you ever killed somebody? If so, why and how? If not, do you think you ever would?

Nope, I don't wanna kill anyone except that smug King! If I'm gonna kill it's gonna be him!

70. What is your strongest physical trait? (Fast runner, very strong, super flexible, etc)

I got really good aim? Not sure if that counts. If not I got a nasty kick.

71. Have you ever been in love? If not, do you want to be? If so, with who, and are you still? If you aren't, how did it end?

Yuh I have, Please...I don't want to talk about this anymore. I can't...

72. When you're alone and relaxing, what are you usually thinking about?

Usually food.

73. Do you have a lot of responsibilities? If so, what do they include?

Generic adult stuff I guess?

74. Have you ever felt really guilty about something? If so, what was it?

I could have stopped him that night ya know? If i threw a fuss maybe he'd stay! They were six after all destined to fail. If the world ended at least I'd have family. I tried with Alister to write my wrongs but he left with em' felt they understood him better I guess. A hero can't save everyone but I just wanted to save him. I hope he knows it ain't cuz it was a war and I wanted to win. I love that man I'll bring him home.

75. Do you have any habits, ticks, quirks, or anything like that?

Got a few bad ones I quit smokin' but seems like the bottle has replaced it

76. What complaints do you have about your best friend?

Sometimes he's a bit to quiet but I gotta be real, It's also not somethin' I'd change about em.

77. What complaints do you have about your next closest friend?

I don't think I got a close friend? Maybe Thorn. I wish she'd put on a shirt. Suprised the ol' girls don't pop outta that top. Whatever bra she's got has amazin' hold!

Do you have any special abilities or talents?

I know three languages and rarely miss a target.

79. Do you have any addictions or obsessions?

Some might say I drink to much but I don't just when the nights are hard. 80. What drives you? (Your motivation or inspiration)

Right now, ending the life of a tyrant king.

81. What do you find attractive in a person, both physically and in terms of personality?

I like the mysterious lookin' ones but have that soft heart. I like when someone expresses themselves but isn't to loud about it ya know?

82. What do you think a stranger's first impression of you would be?

I think most people think I'm a bit of a bitch

83. Are you ashamed or embarrassed about anything?

Not that I can think of? I'm pretty sure of myself most of the time. Except the coffee incident that looms over me at night.

84. Would you consider yourself to be trustworthy and honest? Would you lie if it benefited you? Yes on all accounts but that's kinda up to other people and not me. I can think I'm trustworthy but someone may see me as something else ya know? I have lied to my own benefit but it also wasn't to harm anyone wouldn't push it that far.

Has anything huge happened in your life that you feel shaped or changed the person you are today?

Losin' Greg to the Sheeda

86. What are some of your short term (less than 1 yr) goals?

I'd like to go see my family in Canada.

87. How do you deal with stress? How do you respond to stressful situations?

Bottle it up and take it in strides, break down's can come after.

88. What is something that most people don't know about you?

I push people away, cuz I'm scared to lose em. Truth is I want to be accepted for me and to have friends. Real friends ya know?