A Tiny Almond in a Big World
Fudge's life story.
A tiny Almond in a big world
âHey, nerds.â Portia waved one of her paws, holding a bass in another. âHey, nerd,â Almond replied, walking to her with Pass by his side. It had been weeks already since the classes started and Almond got to find some nice friends. Especially Pass, who was an amazing singer and kind of ok bass player. She wasnât majoring in music, but she decided to choose some music classes and it was a good start for their friendship. âHow was class? Boring as always?â Portia asked. Because my band practice was amazing, let me just go and talk about it. âNot really, all the music classes I chose are very fun.â Pass offered a smile. Almond tried not to laugh, the two would always politely try to bother each other, answer in a way they know the other wouldnât appreciate. Pass was too polite to do it in any other way and of course Portia refused to stay behind in it. âGood for you. And how is your butt?â Portia offered a smile back. And Almond shot a not amused look to her. Some girl lit Pass on fire by mistake. Pass was fine, she only had some minor burns, but still, a thing very rude to mention. âIt wasnât on my butt, it was mostly my tail.â Pass sighed, defeated.
One point for Portia here, haha.
Almond wanted to shoot another look at Portia, but he also didnât want to let her know that he was reading her mind. âBut Iâm fine, thanks for asking.â Pass didnât even try to offer a smile. âAnyway, I just got out of band practice. We are totally going to play at that band contest next month!â Portia was clearly excited, she hadnât talked about anything else since entering that band. Portia was Almond best friend, but she sure knew how to be insensitive. âNice, did you guys finally come up with a name?â Almond adjusted his red hat. It was a bit too hot for a hat but what could he do. âKinda. We are going with âNo Nameâ for now, because having real names are lame anyway.â We are so lame, we didnât actually chose a name! I just had to made it up now to not look bad in front of her, ugh. âI better be going,â Pass decided to interrupt, receiving a dirty look from Portia. âMy girlfriend is waiting me for lunch.â âYou got a girlfriend?â Almond asked surprised, and repressed the urge to look at Passâ mind. âAnd you said you had no news!â âShe didnât tell you?â Portia had one of her awful smiles out. âRemember that weird girl who lit Passâ butt on fire? Thatâs her girlfriend.â âUgh, of course you had to tell him in that way!â Pass rolled her eyes. âDonât make that face, Almond. Sheâs nice, ok? And it was an accident, she didnât mean to hurt me or anything!â âLook, Iâm not judging.â
you, Iâm judging only Portia this time.
Almond showed his paws in a placating gesture. âI admit Iâm a bit worried about you, but I believe you can choose whatâs best for you. I know it was an accident, and thatâs why Iâm not saying anything, for now. I hope she really is a nice gal, Pass.â âI appreciate your worry, but youâll see! Sheâs amazing,â Pass said with a smile. That soon turned in a concerned expression as she looked at the wall clock. âIâm late, Iâll talk to you guys later.â âYeah, good lunch!â Almond waved his goodbye, and turned to Portia as soon as Pass went out of view. âDid you really need to do it?â âSorry, I just thought you should know.â Portia shrugged. She was the one who started it anyway. âDonât be mean to Pass, sheâs nice.â Portia shrugged again. Whatever, Iâm way better than her anyway. âAnd we are starting a band together.â âWhat?!â Portia dropped her bass with the surprise, soon catching it back again. You didnât start a band with me and youâre going to start with her?! âPortia, you never wanted to start a band with me, itâs not fair.â Before Portia could protest, Almond continued: âAnd you can enter our band whenever you want. We arenât excluding you from this.â âFine, itâs not like I would want to get in a band with some nobody anyway.â Portia crossed her arms, starting to pout. âIf you change your mind, our bass position will always be open.â Portia shrugged. âAnd do you want to go grab lunch or what?â âYeah, Iâm starving.â Portia sighed. âAnd stop being nice to me when Iâm being a jerk. You ruin all the fun of it, Almond.â
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âNice, when do you think we can start, Almond?â Pass asked, barely containing her excitement. They found a drummer for their band, so it meant they had almost something like an actual band. Their drummer was some older gray cat who didnât seem as excited as them, but it was better than nothing. âHe said he would be free this weekend, so what do you think?â Almond couldnât lie, he was excited too. Even if they werenât such a real band. Pass could sing and play the bass, and he could play the guitar and also do back vocals. So a drummer did close what they needed. âPerfect, Mari is going to travel this weekend, so I wouldnât have anything better to do anyway.â Pass gave a smile, that soon faded as she saw Portia waiting for them. âHello, Portia.â âHello, Passarinha.â Oh, no, shit, I was supposed to be actually nice. âLook, about the other day, Iâm sorry or something for being awful.â Pass and Almond gave surprised looks to Portia. That was probably the closest of nice Portia had ever been to Pass. This was probably the best she could do with someone she didnât like. âItâs fine, I didnât mind.â Pass offered a polite smile. âAlright, what do you want? Why are you being nice?â Almond squinted his eyes. Shit, why does he always know. âGeez, Iâm sorry, Iâll be back to be awful if you hate it so much!â Portia threw up her front paws in a dramatic gesture. âNo, no, you can keep up with it.â Pass reassured with an amused smile. âNow tell us what you want, we arenât going to judge you,â Almond said, approaching the hairless cat. âOk, fine, I was just like wondering if I could enter your band or something.â Almond gave a suspicious look and Portia sighed. âMy band is awful and I hate them.â They expelled me from the band! They are such jerks, Iâm way better than all 4 of them together. Almond couldnât help but soften up a bit. He knew how badly Portia handled rejection. âOf course, Portia. How could we say no to someone so good at playing bass?â Pass didnât seem as convinced, but just shrugged anyway. âAt least now we will look like a band, right?â âWith me you guys will look like the best band in town.â Portia flashed a white smile.
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âOh my god, Portia! Did you really need to do it?!â Almond groaned, as she watched Mika leave their practice. âThatâs what? The fifth drummer we lose because of snarky comments?â Pass sighed, sitting down at the ground. âHey, this time it wasnât my fault! Câmon, Fudge, she made fun of my lack of fur.â Portia sounded so wounded that even Pass shot a sympathetic look. Almond resisted the urge to smile at the nickname she used. âAnd you made fun of every bit of her.â Almond took a deep breath. âBut yeah, I agree, sheâs a jerk.â âIâm glad she left, she was very annoying,â Pass confided. âBut the contest is next weekend and we do need a drummer.â âGuys, donât worry, Iâll fix it up,â Portia assured. Almond and Pass just looked at her, clearly not convinced. âI swear this time it will work out. I know a nice gal who I bet I can convince to help us out.â
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Almond threw himself on his bed with a loud sigh. He took out his green and yellow hat, looking at it. It didnât take long for Almond to get up and look at the mirror, the one in between his bed and Portiaâs. He touched his horn, another loud sigh leaving his mouth. âWhatâs up, Fudge? Whatâs so interesting about your horn?â Portia tried to joke, but her look showed how worried she was. Who made fun of you? Who do I need to beat up? âPeople are commenting about my hat, thatâs all.â Almond tried to shrug it off. âWhat are they saying?â Portiaâs eyes narrowed. Just tell me who needs to go and Iâll take care of it, I swear. âItâs nothing really, nevermind.â Almond sat at his bed, still touching his horn. The hell itâs nothing. Donât lie to me, Fudge. âUgh, they arenât being like mean or anything. Itâs just thatâŚ.â Almond sighed again. âSome people think Iâm faking some disease or something to make myself look special. They think I have just common antennae and Iâm just trying to get attention.â âTell me names and Iâm going to beat the hell out of them,â Portia stated in a menacing voice. âLook, itâs fine. Thereâs nothing I can do anyway.â Almond shrugged, soon laying down. âMaybeâŚ.â Portia started, making Almond raise his head. âMaybe thereâs something we can do to make people shut up. But it can be a bit risky.â Almond felt tempted to just look at Portiaâs mind but if she wanted to talk, he would let her talk. âYouâve got me interested, tell me.â âWell, if you told everyone that you didnât have antennae and showed up with a fake horn in the band contest, I bet no one would question your hats anymore.â Portia winked, a bit too excited. âIâm not sure if Iâm following, Portia. How do I put a fake horn with a real horn in the way?â Almond said skeptical. âAnd they may just think itâs a real horn, what doesnât help much.â âCâmon, Fudge, just look at my mind and you will see it!â Almond hesitated a bit. Well, it was Portia who asked for it, so it shouldnât be a problem, right? Almond slowly reached for Portiaâs mind. He saw their band on a stage. Portia was almost at the center, looking way more badass than she ever would be. Pass was in the middle, looking cooler than how Portia actually saw her. And by Passâ side was Almond, his horn very evident, with two strings attached at hornâs base and knotted together at Almondâs chin. It did look like he was with a fake horn. It wasnât a bad idea, not at all. Almond tuned Portiaâs mind out right when the crowd was chanting his name and Portiaâs. Almond couldnât help but smile. âFine, maybe it could work-â âSo shut up before you can say something like âbut we shouldnât do it because whateverâ. Leave it to me and Iâll take care of everything,â Portia finished, with a big smile. âAnd unicorn cats are so impossible to happen that no one would think the horn is real. So donât worry!â Almond just rolled his eyes, but felt fuzzy on the inside. It was nice to know that Portia had his back.
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Almond was nervous. Too nervous. No, not Almond, my stage name is Fudge! But still, Fudge or Almond, she was very nervous. It was their first real contest, and they could (maybe) win and open a real show. Fudge adjusted the straws on her horn. She just hoped it actually looked like a fake horn. âIs everyone ready there?â Fudge asked, looking at the three others band members. âI was born ready,â Tyla replied. She was their new new drummer. One that Portia managed to not send away, she was in one of Portiaâs classes (probably) and they didnât seem to hate each other. A bonus point, certainly. âIf Iâm looking rad enough, Iâm sure Iâm ready.â Portia flashed a smile, and Pass only rolled her eyes to it. âYou always look lame, sorry, Portia.â Fudge laughed, making Portia show her tongue. âIâm a bit nervous, but ready to go,â Pass said, giving a look to Fudgeâs horn. âIf you can manage to not tear away your fake horn, I mean.â That I know itâs not actually fake. âUgh, Iâm just nervous,â Fudge complained, finally stopping to mess with the straws. âAnother girl band?â a black and blue cat said in a complaining tone, approaching them. He had a clipboard and a pen, he seemed to be the one sending the bands to play. âGod, I wish, girl bands are so rad,â Portia said. And I bet any of them play way better than you. âI mean, when Almond is a girl we are a girl band,â Pass chimed in. âDidnât Almond say she was a girl today?â Tyla asked. âAlmond, are you girl today? Please, say yes, I always wanted to play an official show on a girl band,â Portia said, and her mind screamed soon after: And show this jerk how amazing a girl band can be. âYeah, Iâm feeling like a girl today, letâs be the coolest girl band on this contest.â Fudge smiled. And soon smiled even wider upon hearing the black and blue catâs complaining thoughts. Looks like he doesnât like too much when we find amazing being called a girl.
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âCâmon, guys, itâs fine. We got third place, and there were so many amazing bands!â Pass tried to cheer them up, without much success. âThe first band was that amazing punk rock girl band. It would be hard to beat them!â Tyla had already gone, she was only doing a favor to drummer-less band anyway. Fudge
Or maybe I just should keep being called Almond. What serves a stage name if you canât even be on stage?
was feeling devastated. She had tried so hard, but it wasnât enough. The only good thing that came from the show was that everyone had bought her antennae-less story. And Fudge was sure of it, every mind she looked at had thought the same. At least Portiaâs idea was indeed good. âWe are a failure! All the other bands were so lame! And we still lost to two lame bands!â Portia complained. I messed up so bad at the bass, itâs so my fault we are lame. Fudge should just kick me out of the band, I bet they could get a better bass player and even a drummer that wouldnât run away every couple weeks. Fudge sighed. âLook, we arenât lame or failures or anything like that, we just need to practice more, thatâs all.â âBut we practiced so much!â Portia retorted. And we could have practiced more if I didnât fight with all the drummers, ugh. Itâs all my fault. âWe just need to find a drummer who gets along with everyone here, and things will go well, Iâm sure!â Fudge said, and Pass soon nodded in agreement. âWe can make it work for next time!â Pass said cheerfully. âFine.â Portia stood up, stretching a little. âBut letâs rest a bit, Iâm dying for a nap.â
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But it didnât actually work next time. It was hard to find a good drummer, very hard. Soon, Pass was going to graduate, she would be an official veterinarian. Everyone was proud of her, even if Portia would rather die than admit it. And then Pass moved out to Aldora. It was hard to find one member, two was almost impossible. The band dream didnât go far. Soon enough it was Almond and Portiaâs time to get their diplomas. It was nice, it was fun, a good party with some kisses (even if Almond could tell that some of them were out of pity for the mothcat without antennae), but in the end it was nice to both of them. But everyone had to keep going with their lives, and that usually meant going in separate ways. Portia went too to Aldora, back to her family. Almond kept writing to both of them, but still it wasnât the same. And it was indeed a bit lonely. But what could anyone do anyway?