Why now?
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Cloudburst. That’s my name. Nothing else quite unique about me. Cats always tell me I’m so nice, so pretty, so empathetic, but in reality, I feel numb. The only thing that brings me joy is my mate, Ryetail. She always cares for me, and I feel good taking care of her. We balance eachother out. She never judges me. But yet, my mind wants more. And more. Even if my heart wants Ryetail, my mind wants more.
What IS more? Not even I know. But my mind aches for it.
I... it’s taking me away from her.
I find myself becoming more distant. And when she reaches out to me, I get snappy. I get bored. I get... lonely.
I feel empty. I feel wrong. I don’t understand why this is happening to me. I have everything I could ever want.
Why now?