Im getting this....

Yaknow sometimes its hard being a magi...and its even harder when your blind. Charlie had been doing her best to learn how to be a proper medic while also being able to protect herself. The first time she truly felt useful was during the most recent witch battle... where she actually hit hard and did good! She felt better about it... She could even figure out which statue was the witch.
Witches were terrifying things and she knew it but at least she was getting better with protecting herself... maybe she wouldn't have to rely on everyone all the time then? And maybe she would feel better? 

She learned a lot since becoming a magi, About the truth, the opposing team. Everything was... honestly a lot. Her mental state wasn't doing great and she couldn't go to her psychologist to talk about it... Seriously who would believe her about magic. And if she talked to her friends they would assure her it was ok when she didn't feel like it was... It was a bad feeling she had... At least she could be of use. Her wish seemed to threaten a higher up in rose corp... she figured that out after almost everyone she talked to seemed well not sure of why, or didn't ask questions. The question she couldn't figure out is why they were threatened with a twiggy thirteen year old who could see souls. Maybe it was because their spy would have trouble sneaking around for information? Or maybe it was something else...

She might be getting this...but she isnt as ready as she seems.