when love drowns
me and my friends where on call and my brain went "what if fimimi drowned?"
this was the result
Author's Notes
THE FORMATTING ON THIS IS A BIT SHIT
haven't had enough braincells to fix it yet sorry y'all
Choking
Sputtering
Spitting
Gagging
Coughing
Gasping for air, she chokes once more. Once again she vomits in a futile attempt to empty her lungs, the water filling them refusing to part.
Sickly colored water covers the floor, enough to drown any normal human
Any normal human would drown
But what's drowning to a god?
Choking
Sputtering
Spitting
Gagging
Once beautiful wings that sparkled like stars, now turned to a dark sludge that stains her cloths
For the first time in what seemed like hours, fimimi looks down at her reflection in the salty ocean water. Her expression turns from sorrow to rage.
Her hands ball into fists as she swings down at her reflection
Choking
Sputtering
Spitting
Gagging
Coughing
Punch after punch, her hands became soaked with her own tears as her choked cries turned into screams of drowned rage
The once calm water turns into waves around her, destroying whatever was left unharmed in the room
“Stupid stupid stupid stupid”
“I want to help them! Why are they being so difficult”
“I'm a GOD for fucks sake! WHY CAN’T I FIX ANYONE!?”
“I try so hard, iv bled so much for this ungrateful world”
“SO WHY DOES IT KEEP HURTING ME!?”
“Why can’t I fix anything? I just want to be happy”
“I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING HAPPY”
The drowning god stands and turns to a photo on the wall, the only item undamaged by the storming water
Choking
Sputtering
Spitting
Gagging
Coughing
Her friends, smiling happily together. Arms locked together in a massive group hug
Her arms slam into the wall on opposite sides, eyes locking with the smiling faces
“I TRY SO SO FUCKING HARD, I CAN BARLEY EVEN GET OUT OF BED MOST DAYS!! BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER RIGHT? I'M JUST DUMBASS LIL FIMIMI!!! LETS ALL LAUGH AND MAKE HER CRY WHILE SHE STRUGGLES TO FIX THE MESS OF A WORLD WE CREATED”
“I LET YOU GUYS WALK ALL OVER ME BECAUSE THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU! DO YOU ASSHOLES EVEN REALIZE THAT?”
She punches the wall, causing the photo to fall upon the floor, the glass cracking
Fimimi gasps, picking up the broken photo, completely stained by the tainted water.
She places it back upon the wall before sobbing
“Im so sorry, I know you guys don’t mean it…you’re the best friends anyone could ask for”
“You aren't to blame…”
Her sobs return to screams
“Its this fucked up world who keeps hurting us”
“ITS HURTING YOU TWO, I KNOW IT! IT HAS TO RIGHT???”
“I’ll drown it all. I’ll wipe out this disgusting planet, and we’ll all create a new dream in its place”
She falls backwards, the water completely consuming her
Under the waves she opens her mouth allowing her body to be filled with the sorrowful salt water
Choking
Sputtering
Spitting
Gagging