From illusions to restoration

3/6/....
When out and about I get about the amount of attention I want, though most of it negative. My horns and should one approach me, my eyes are a give away I'm not human, and I find it tiring to hide either of them honestly, given how strong my innate magics are when I do use them, one of the succubi queens is where my powers come from, though witch one I do not know. Perhaps I can make use of my powers in a way that people care not of my origin? (though maybe that should know my power comes from the lower realms?)

3/14/....
After reading up on some more common ways on how to deal with pain and injuries, a test subject for one technique fell in to my lap, almost literally. I hear the one of the handymen yelling at the other, something about how he was going to fall, then a surprised yell, then yells for a doctor. Seems the idiot on the roof fell and landed on his arm breaking badly, or enough that when a someone with formal training arrived they winched at it. But I needed a test subject, and the man was screaming in pain, so I rushed over to help. Seems he did not know me, but gave me a once over and thankfully locked eyes with me, where I then charmed him, not enughe to fully take his will, that leaves marks that any hunters might use against me, but enough to keep his focus on me, not the pain. And it worked; not completely, but he stopped screaming and I was able to talk to him and keep him calm till the local doctor showed up and tended to him. And serval hours later, no one seems to have questioned me onto why I managed to stop a man with a badly broken arm from screaming. 

3/15/....
Seems my trick from yesterday worked far better than I thought it did, both for the handyman's pain, and my reputation. The doctor who tended to the man found me today and questioned me on what magic I used, apparently he knows some magic as well and what I did was far better a pain stopper than any spell he knew, even asked me to teach it to him. I lied and told him it was just a skill I knew how to do, and that I was uncertain if it was because of my heritage. That answer was satisfactory to him though, and even asked me if I could help him out from time to time when such a pain stopping spell would be needed... Perhaps this would be a good chance to learn proper healing magic?

3/23/...

The training is going well but slow, seems there's a reason fiends rarely employ healing magic that's not based in necromancy or hemomancy, but still, with a bit of force and will power I can muster a healing spell. Along with the fact my natural charm spells are turning out quite handy when figuring out what's wrong with patients. The doctor doesn't care what your using but needs to know so he can know how the fix things, and om starting to see why the guards don't like dragon's breath flowers coming thrugh the gates. Still don't understand why one would want that type of high though...

3/26/...

I burned my hand today, not badly, but burned it I did, nornaly I'd be annoyed to no end, but how I burned it changes that. While attempting to cast a healing spell based in holy magic that I've been having a hard time with, I manged to cast it, felt the heat in my hand and though nonthing of it at first, then it stung, but the spell went off. Seems I manged to force some of my natural dark mana into light mana. And that my fiendish blood means that using light mana to cast spells results in a burn.... I will need to fix that