i sure as shit need to talk about mine so you guys can talk about yours here if you want but fuck i need this off my chest N O W
hes a brunette like he's only an earth adept which is funny because you'd think after events that will only be referred to here as All That Shit i'd be a size queen (badum-tsh) (im miserable) and like god his antennae formed in the stupidest way LIKE ones tiny and the other is super long it's ADORABLE and i hate it
its so fucked up how easy it is to get trapped in his eyes too (which are nice in a pretty ordinary way i mean they're there BUT THEYRE HIS) like im supposed to be antagonizing him what if when trying to verbally destroy him i accidentally start rambling about his eyes im honest to gods afraid of that happening and it's like almost a completely rational fear to have
he wears these stupid goggles too like they don't even do anything im pretty sure he's not a pilot like he's such a fucking dweeb it's unreal but they make his eyes look even bigger im SOOO MAD
it's the worst like i wanna just grab his face and kiss him harder than he's ever been kissed before i wanna be his first for everything someday (ITS THAT BAD LIKE YOU ARE FUCKED U P WHEN YOU START THINKING ABOUT GETTING MARRIED AND SHIT LIKE GODS self GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF????)
fuck i want him so bad it's getting to the point that whenever i lie down to sleep im thinking about him i hate this i hate everyone good NIGHT
life's short, my guy, ask him out
7 years, 3 months ago
witch boy, what the fuuuuuukc
7 years, 3 months ago
FUEGOS SHUUUUUUT THEEEEEEE FUUUUUUUCK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPPPPP
7 years, 3 months ago
no seriously if you tell him you're dead
7 years, 3 months ago
I thought you were trying to kill us anyway, but sure!
7 years, 3 months ago
no see if you tell him im going to then kill myself and follow you to the afterlife and kill you a second time, effectively erasing you from existence, which will probably earn me a good extra century in solkeras but it would be worth it
7 years, 3 months ago
Wahtever you say, lad. Your secret's safe with me.
7 years, 3 months ago
... ;_; please don't tell him this stuff is hard
7 years, 3 months ago
I... Used to know someone who made me feel like that, to an extent.
Their strong, composed demeanor was astounding. Their conviction and strength was admirable. They had the most wonderful shade of blue to their eyes. And yet I never even got to see their face before we parted ways.
And yet, I know for a fact that they despised me. They were very vocal about that. Out of respect, I vowed not to pursue this any further, but the image of them remains stuck in my mind.
7 years, 3 months ago
;_; that's, fucked up
i mean who knows what you did to make them so mad at you but that still sucks im sad. has there been no one else?
7 years, 3 months ago
I know what I did. I've done my best to change my ways, but who knows if they'd approve.
I don't feel comfortable pursuing a romance anymore, either way.
7 years, 3 months ago