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  • Name || Molly
  • Story || Ghost Stories
  • Age || Early twenties
  • Pronouns || Current pronouns are she/her, but she isn't quite certain if that's what she likes
  • Occupation || Pre-med student
  • Greatest Sin || Pride
  • Greatest Virtue || Fortitude
  • Orientation || Demisexual Panromantic
  • Traits || Calculating, ruthless, unrelentingly loyal
  • Special Power || Inheritance
  • Pinterest Board || x
  • Theme || Who Are You, Really?

⇀ TL;DR

Very smart, very scary, very rich, and maybe not actually a girl, but she's really not sure what to think about that so she's sticking with 'she' for the moment. Even though she's over six feet tall and could probably kill you, she'd actually just like to be your friend, but her difficulty with expressing emotions makes that far more difficult than it should be. Unbeknownst to her, her mother was a career criminal and her dad was a secret cultist, which shows a.) how naturally trusting she is and b.) how screwed up all of her family members are. Somehow, she ended up becoming her dad's 'heir', which has a whole lot of baggage associated with it that she's still working through. Very meticiulous and hates things being untidy, which begs the question as to how she puts up with the human wreck that is her best friend William.

Personality

How far will you go to become what you admire?

⇀ Overview

Molly Burke is a terrifying woman.

It doesn't help that she's tall, though god, she's tall - there's just something massive about her presence, something intimidating. William calls her larger than life, and that's a fair way to describe the general effect she has on people. In many ways, Molly Burke is superhuman. She's disgustingly good at academics, she's a horribly good shot, and her critical and exacting standards of herself means that she is profoundly competent at a wide variety of tasks. She's financially astute, she's diligent in keeping her body well-maintained, and she's mostly lacking in sentiment, making her decisions based on cold, resolute logic. This is not always a good thing, because calling her 'superhuman' isn't just a commentary on her skills, it's a commentary on her very personality. She's beyond human. "Normal humans" cannot relate to her. She's so severe in her demeanor that she scares people, or at least puts them off, and the tragic thing is? Molly doesn't want any of that.

Molly Burke likes people. She just can't help that she's an overachieving robot who never learned how to make friends.

Once you get to know her, it's easier to see that she's really just a socially awkward idiot whose 'genius' is merely a side-effect of her incredible, intense passion for anything she finds interesting. Sure, some of her intelligence is a natural inclination towards academia, but most of it is just pure, hard work. Molly pours every ounce of her being into becoming good at as many things as she can, because ultimately, Molly wants to be a Useful Person. She's always understood that she was never going to get by in life through her personality, so she hopes that by being incredibly competent, people will forgive her for her little eccentricities... like her troubles with smiling. And her unintentional bluntness. And her inability to react appropriately to unexpected social developments. And her need for things to be neat and tidy. If she's a genius, people will accept these things about herself that she can't change, right? And so she works, and works, and works, trying to make herself into something that can benefit society.

Top Moe Trait || Really likes puns and wordplay, though her delivery of jokes is so incredibly dry that people don't always realize she's joking.

⇀ Stats

Dexterity || ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆
Luck || ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆
Patience || ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆
Strength || ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆
Stamina || ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆
Improvisation || ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

Affection || ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
Charisma || ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
Composure || ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Optimism || ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆
Politeness || ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆
Manipulation || ★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

Empathy || ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆
Creativity || ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆
Focus || ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Intelligence || ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Insight || ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆
Logic || ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

⇀ Preferences

Likes

  • Neatness
  • Antiques
  • Bitter things
  • Cats
  • Music
  • Coffee

Dislikes

  • Disorder
  • Sweets
  • Tackiness
  • Feeling powerless
  • Heavily perfumed grandmothers
  • The supernatural

Appearance

⇀ Description

  • Height || 6'2
  • Build || Lean
  • Eyes || Blue
  • Skin tone || Pale
  • Hair color || Medium brown5988398_iQkscwo8eQlAwfR.png
  • Hair style || Short, very slightly wavy
  • Demeanor || Imposing
  • Style || Professional

It's funny how someone with a round nose, soft face, short chin, and gentle jawline can look so damn scary, though really, most of that's just a side-effect of her personality and the fact that she can remain totally cool-headed even when soaked in viscera.

If Molly was a foot shorter and wasn't always stone-faced (or quasi-glaring), she'd actually be pretty cute looking. Her medium-brown hair is just a little bit wavy, getting curlier the longer it gets, and her eyebrows are fairly small and dainty. She's got the general features of gentleness, but they so harshly contrast with her personality that they're easy to forget about. It doesn't help that her style of dress is thoroughly masculine and very sharp, preferring to eschew all forms of decoration and mainly wear suits, vests, and extremely expensive leather shoes. The closest thing she owns to jewelry is her pocket watch, which she keeps wound to exacting precision, and her father's gun, which has a small amount of decoration on its ivory plated handle. She keeps that last one hidden, though. Well. Most of the time. Unless she's threatening to shoot you.

And Molly will threaten to shoot you, particularly if you're a ghastly ghoul trying to eat her friend. Molly may be training to be a doctor, but she will not hesitate, and that general sense of commitment to her choices is present in her body language. Another thing contributing to her general aura of intimidation is the general sharpness of her body-lines - she's flat chested, broad-shouldered for a woman, has particularly long legs and fingers, and actually is decently strong. Molly's not a body-builder, but she lifts. Maybe not shredded, but she lifts.

She keeps herself pretty clean, with well-manicured fingernails, spotless shoes, and well-pressed clothes, though sometimes her hair looks a little bit messier than she likes because of its thickness. It's something she struggles with, and she isn't particularly fond of it.

⇀ Important Notes

  • Molly is very tall and doesn't often smile.
  • She can be drawn in a wide variety of suits, vests, and sweater-vests.

⇀ Moodboard

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Background

⇀ History

Born to a wealthy and well-established household, Molly's concerns growing up were mostly social in nature.

Her father loved her dearly, just as he loved all of his children, though she had the enviable distinction of being his favorite. He would never have admitted to being most fond of his 'pretty little princess', but it was clear that he paid her a particular amount of attention, in part due to her interest in the various relics and artifacts around his study, but also in part because she just... didn't mesh with people her age. She was the sort of kindergartner who sat in the corner, hoarding the wooden blocks and making grandiose, color-coordinated castles out of anything she could find. She was the sort of first-grader who'd already taken to reading books in the middle school section, and she was the sort of third-grader who read the encyclopedia for fun. It wasn't that she didn't like people around her; but she was frequently overwhelmed with the energy they all exhibited towards playing, and she also simply... naturally threw herself into whatever interested her. She didn't want to separate herself from society. It just happened as a result of her personality. At first, she was completely unaware of the fact she was different. It didn't bother her that she wasn't invited to play with others - she would just read at the edge of the playground and be happy absorbing the fact that people were around her, thinking of that as a perfectly fine way to experience social life. It didn't even occur to her that others didn't see it at way, viewing her as this odd, stoic, unfriendly child that wanted nothing to do with them. In her innocence, she had absolutely no idea that other people... didn't like her.

She liked them, so why would it be any different in reverse?

When the class began joking that she was one of the robotic servants of the main villain in the Captain Comet books, Molly didn't really understand why, but it didn't trouble her because, in her mind, it was bringing others joy. When one of the boys took all of her books and scrawled 'robot girl' across the pages, Molly was a bit upset, because she liked her things and hated having them tampered with, but her father - always fond of her, and never wanting her to suffer - took her out to the bookstore and let her buy whatever she wanted.

By the time Molly was in fourth grade though, when she was pushed down on the black-top and laughed at because 'it's not like she can feel pain, she's a robot!', she started to understand that what people around her felt towards her was malice, and she became very, very deeply troubled.

Molly relocated schools after that, being placed in a much more prestigious private school for 'gifted children' in the hopes that she'd fit in there better.

In some ways, it did, but the pressure on her increased exponentially. Her environment was now one of fierce competition, where she was surrounded by a slurry of children who were both intelligent and ambitious. Molly was only one of those things, so she felt somewhat uneasy about the change. She didn't quite understand the benefits of making connections and fostering future collaborative development. Truthfully, Molly only wanted to pursue her interests, and she'd always preferred people who were content and cheerful to her now over-pressured, permanently dissatisfied peers. She never complained, but it did unsettle her, and she similarly was unsettled by the fact that she was only here because she'd inspired such genuine animosity in others in her previous environment. She'd never wanted that. All she'd wanted, really, was to be like her father, who was a friendly, beloved man, who no one ever complained about.

This desire to be like her father lead to something rather unfortunate, because unbeknownst to the innocent Molly, Isaiah Burke had a dark secret.

On initial examination, Isaiah's estate seemed fairly normal. Classically styled and well-kept, it was clear his career as a doctor lead itself to a healthy amount of financial security. Much of his time was spent in his study, which was - in true, academic fashion - lined with bookshelves and leather-bound tomes. He had collections of textbooks, novels, plays, poems, and rare volumes... and curiously enough, he also had a glass-covered, locked cabinet dedicated to the occult. To Molly, these were interesting curiosities. She treated them like storybooks, like how a child would become fascinated with Egyptian myths or Greek cosmetology. When she went upstairs to visit with her father, she'd go to this locked section of his collection and express clear fascination at the strange looking things contained within - and if he had them out? She'd gravitate towards them immediately, flipping in awe through the pages before he could stop her. At first, he tried to keep her away from this restricted collection, attempting to distract her or redirect her interest to something more palatable, but it soon became clear that Molly wouldn't be swayed. Something drew her to them, even though she didn't understand their history at the time.

To a ten year old girl, what do things like Necronomicon mean? The Book of Lies? Aleister Crowley, the Key of Solomon? They were just interesting things to look at. They didn't really have any affect on the world.

It was only later in her life that she began to realize that a couple of things were strange about her situation. For one, she was aware that sometimes, very late at night, men would come visit her father and they would all convene in the basement. Out of curiousity, she put her ear against the door once, but could only detect an indecipherable murmur coming from its depths. For another, she came to realize just how sickly her mother was, and how much her father fretted over her. He brought strange people up to her room, and they would fill the house with strange smells. And one night, Molly woke up to the sound of incomprehensible, guttural screaming tearing through the home. Her sisters never liked acknowledging any of this. She didn't question it; she attributed all of these oddities to dreams, or simply... the eccentricities of other people.

Perhaps if this had continued onto adulthood, Molly would have drawn the obvious conclusions, but when she was twelve, Isaiah Burke was murdered, his things were disposed of, and her mother and older sisters refused to ever speak of the circumstances regarding his death. They became strange, withdrawn - demanding, in her mother's case, Naomi Burke began to control her daughters and strictly keep track of their whereabouts. Molly was enrolled, along with her siblings, in self-defense classes. They learned to shoot. They learned to check rooms before entering, to look behind them constantly to see if they were being followed, to be wary of the motivations of strangers. Molly didn't connect this paranoia to her father; she simply thought that her mother had gotten sicker after his passing. It was an easy conclusion to draw. She drank too much, she looked haggard and worn.

Neither fitting in at home nor at school now, Her poor social skills meant that she was unable to reach out for help. She didn't think like other people, giving her no support network to rely on, and having no friends, she had no framework to process that what was happening to her was strange. She only knew that she felt empty, lonely, and so she began completely immersing herself in her studies, hoping that if she became a useful enough person, she'd find a place she felt like she fit in. Where she belonged. Maybe if she became skilled and competent, her mother would praise her and stop being distant around her. Maybe if she reached the top of her class, someone would want to become her friend.

Ironically enough, her efforts did bear fruit, though not in the way she expected. One day, around the age of fifteen, Molly Burke's 'training' allowed her to save a strange boy named William Hare, who she then began to tutor and eventually befriend. It was through William that she began to realize the true nature of the world and the supernatural things living within it, and it was through William that she finally realized the truth.

Her dear, beloved father, who had always tried to understand her, had been a cultist deeply involved in an eldritch secret society worshiping a dark god... and as much as her mother had wanted to hide her from it, this meant Molly was destined to become involved in some bizarre events indeed.

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Miscellaneous

⇀ Symbol

Chessboard. Though knowing it's stereotypical for someone of her archetype, i.e. the 'cold genius', Molly is very fond of chess... and the board itself symbolizes her way of viewing the world very well. Molly views things in black and white - figuratively and literally - and she is most comfortable when people behave in predictable ways, such as the regulated movement of chess pieces.

⇀ Abilities

Aside from Molly's wide and eclectic skill-set, her good aim, and her self-defense ability, she also has the power of 'inheritance', though this is more of a concept than an actual ability. Isaiah left an occult legacy to the daughter who admired him so much, and to the supernatural world, she is his heir. Within Molly is the largest remnant of Isaiah still existing in this world, and everything he left behind belongs to her - including his attachments to the cult and the odd artifacts he had in his possession. Among them is her gun that can kill anything, even the living dead, but firing it demands a terrible4tcbR3i.png price. With every shot, the world looks less... colorful to the wielder, and a part of their spirit dies along with it. Molly would gladly use it to protect William, as at this point, she sees nothing of value within herself. This distresses William mightily.

⇀ Flaws

Most obvious is Molly's inability to properly deal with people.

She gets so nervous about social interaction that she clams up, and while her tone is generally one of professional, polite distance, having a prolonged conversation with her reveals her tendency to say insulting things without meaning to. She has very little ability to read facial expressions and interpret people's moods, which makes it very easy for her to be oblivious of people being cruel to her, making fun of her, or outright tricking her. She's pretty bad at sarcasm, though she's getting better with it due to the help of William, and despite wanting to reach out to people and help them, she never knows what to say. Sometimes, her tendencies can be endearing, but her harsh demeanor and general, uh... ability to stick her foot in her mouth cause frequent unintended offense. Though, being quite honest, now that she's an adult she's more likely to find people who are empathetic to that kind of problem, but her childhood traumas and the resulting crippling self-hatred make it difficult to befriend her. Basically, to get Molly to understand that you like her, you've got to say it in incredibly forthright terms. Otherwise? She just thinks you're putting up with her.

Secondly, Molly doesn't really... obey the law? Her mother instilled in her a casual disregard for rules and regulations, which means that Molly's totally cool with things like... breaking and entering! Theft! Battery! Murder! Like, she doesn't really do any of that unless she has a pretty specific reason for it, but there's no little voice in her head that says to her, 'hey Molly, um... maybe don't do that?' This can also weird people out.

Thirdly, Molly is picky and weird and has a bunch of little eccentricities. It's impossible to convince her to wear gloves, she is incredibly bothered (to the point of distraction) by things not being tidy, and it often takes her a really long time to accomplish tasks because she's a total perfectionist. If it's done by Molly, it has to be done perfectly, which is... bad if a deadline is looming or if the task doesn't really need to be done with exacting finesse. She's also pretty forgetful about pretty basic things like eating, and it's easy for her to get completely hyperfocused on one thing to the expense of everything else in her life.

⇀ Trivia

  • To protect William, she's fired her father's gun a few times. It's enough that her vision is notably more monochromatic, and there's been a discernible... wear on her spirit. She's harsher than she used to be as a child, though she still has a desire to be liked.
  • Though Molly isn't very artistic and doesn't particularly understand art, she's very sensitive to music and plays the piano very well. This is something she used to do with her father, and it comforts her that even if she loses her ability to see color completely, the piano will always be the same.
  • Like a complete NERD, Molly manages her own stock portfolio.
  • Molly can't cook. At all. Food doesn't really interest her, and unless she thinks something is absolutely necessary, she has zero compulsion to do things she's bored by. Molly does not think good food is necessary. Good coffee, though? Necessary. Molly's coffee is incredible.\
  • When she's embarrassed, she fidgets with her front bangs.

Relationships

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William Hare [ Best Friend ]

Defining the precise relationship between Molly Burke and William Hare is... difficult, particularly given Molly's emotionally isolated upbringing and her resulting incredibly poor people skills. Molly is, by her very nature, intense - and few experience the full brunt of her intensity quite like William. Friendship is a mild way to describe her feelings regarding him; Molly Burke loves William Hare with a ferocity that could destroy the entire world. However, the nature of that love - philia? stoge? agape? ...eros? - is difficult to ascertain. Molly doesn't have the framework to really analyze and describe it, and William is no help in the matter, considering that he thinks he's a garbage person who's horrible for her. William doesn't want her to love him, so he denies that they're anything beyond 'simple friends'. Molly considers him a partner who she can trust with anything - even her own life - and she would gladly and willingly die to preserve his ability to smile. There isn't much color in Molly's world, and William provides a small measure of beauty in an existance that has been... troubled.

Despite her serious and severe personality seeming completely at odds with William's whimsical persona, Molly takes a great measure of comfort in it. Whatever they are to each other... it can't be denied that William is one of the few people in the world that can make Molly laugh.

⇀ Isaiah Burke [ Father ]

Saying that Molly loves Isaiah is... kind of an understatement.

She respected him. Adored him. His death was one of the key defining moments in her life in how awful it was, and to this day, when Molly thinks about what she eventually wants to become, her father's face comes to mind. He was always kind to her, always supportive, and always made her feel like everything was going to be okay. So what if he was involved with some weird cult?! That doesn't matter - he was still a great person! ...At least, that's what Molly tells herself. Deep down, she does feel some anxiety - is her father really someone she wants to emulate? The fact that ghosts keep referring to her by the name 'Isaiah' makes her pretty uncomfortable, especially because they're accusing him of some pretty terrible things. But...

He was always so gentle with her. That has to mean he was a good person, right?

⇀ Naomi Burke [ Mother ]

Simply put, Naomi Burke is a huge jackass, and her relationship with Molly is filled with more baggage than an airline terminal.

That's not to say Molly hates her mother, though quite honestly, she should. Neglect, abandonment, and a casual disregard for sobriety all came easily to Naomi, particularly after the death of her husband, who acted like her moral compass in most matters. Naomi treated her daughters more like co-conspirators than children, and all of the Burke's had to grow up far faster than they should have. Even her maternal desire to protect them manifested itself in a ruthless and unrelenting training regime that gave Molly a bizarre skillset and a completely warped sense of the world. In a bizarre way though, Molly liked her mother's training, because for once, Naomi was actually paying attention to her. All she'd wanted was some affection from her mother growing up, and to Molly, Naomi's fickle nature regarding her was just another sign that she wasn't good enough at being a human being to be worth anyone's notice.

⇀ Margaret Burke [ Older Sister ]

For all intents and purposes, Margaret acted as Molly's primary caretaker after Isaiah's death.

It was Margaret who made sure all of the Burke siblings got dinner on time. It was Margaret who attended parent-teacher conferences at Molly's school. It was Margaret who took care of her when she was sick, managed the finances to pay for her education, arranged for regular check-ups with doctors and dentists, and did basically all of the little things that Naomi should have been doing, but wasn't responsible enough for. Unfortunately, Margaret was also doing a whole bunch of other stuff, including making sure the family business stayed on track and trying to keep her more cult-y relatives in line, so Margaret couldn't offer the emotional attention that Molly really needed. It never helped that, like Molly, Margaret's always had a hard time showing her emotions. Molly likes Margaret, though she was always kind of frustrated that Margaret refused to tell her what happened to Isaiah. She just wanted to keep Molly... out of it all.

⇀ Ingrid Voronin [ Older Sister ]

Ingrid's basically irrelevant to Molly, because after she got married, she said "fuck this family" and dropped out of their lives completely.

Growing up with her, Molly was always a little nervous around Ingrid. She inherited their mother's temper and violent attitude towards life, and one of Molly's most common sparring partners was her aggressive older sister. Ingrid was never very gentle, nor was she kind, but it did feel very good to get the rare bits of praise from her. Sometimes, Ingrid would surprise Molly by defending her or offering the odd word of comfort, but these instances were few and far between. Still... Molly occasionally thinks on their childhood, and she wonders if maybe she and Ingrid could have been closer than they were. If she was given another shot at life, she might have tried to understand the bigger-middle sister of the Burke household.

⇀ Camellia Burke [ Older Sister ]

When Molly thinks of Camellia, she wonders... how did it come to this?

With only a two-year gap between them, Camellia and Molly were seperate enough in age to not be going through the exact same problems at the same time, but they were similar enough that they could still have fun playing together. In their youth, they went exploring, caught all manner of creepy crawlies, and spent a vast amounts of time together. Camellia acted as the 'great and knowledgable big sister', Molly the 'cute and inquisitive younger sister', and despite Molly's awkwardness, it never seemed to bother Camellia. At least... until Camellia was around twelve.

Camellia was never mentally well, and it only got worse as she progressed through school. As puberty started to hit, her depressive tendencies emerged, but her father was so busy with taking care of Molly - whose problems were more obvious than hers - that Camellia got none of the attention she needed. Molly's more apparent social issues also contributed to the growing rift between the initially close sisters, and soon Camellia began to resent Molly for... everything, really. Molly just didn't get it, didn't get the reasons behind the change, and she also had zero ability to really deal with Camellia's growing emotional instability.

Camellia blamed her for that too, and after Isaiah's death, Camellia became outright hostile to Molly. Molly views this as one of her major failures, especially now that Camellia has positioned herself as an antagonist in Molly's endeavors.

⇀ Felicia Burke [ Little Sister ]

Molly's cute and precious little sister, and the only one who ended up even the slightest bit normal.

Which is weird, because Felicia's got the most out-there personality, being a ditzy girl who always has her head in the clouds. She's affectionate, loving, gentle, and has the Disney-princess ability of befriending any animal that steps into her zone of radius, which means that... Molly loves her. Like, really loves her. Like Molly would kill a ton of dudes for her imouto. Unfortunately, Molly feels like she can't even face her, because she failed to protect Felicia from Camellia's wacky ambitions and now Felicia has... magic powers? Kind of? And also has turned into a spooky white-haired albino girl and might have something weird growing inside her?

Basically: Felicia never deserved any of this and Molly wishes she'd been less of a coward.

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