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Updates (01/17/2024) : Feeling quite sad and grieving today. Was reassured to find this stranger she got acquainted with some days ago (Ieotash), whose company somehow soothes her.
Fur color • Deep black, transparent and light coming from inside. There's an aura around her, made of blue, mauve, orange and deep black. Her fur is very soft. Being able to touch transparent and light parts of her often impress the ones touching her, but it's not hurtful at all. Physical contact with Nat is strange : you like it or you hate it. Nat-Nat is sterile.
Body • Nat-Nat's neck, legs, tail and ears are very long and thin. She's graceful. Her tail is fluffy and, being very long, contributes to the Ghost's perfect balance. She's a pretty good fighter, taking her advantage of her balance, her agility and her speed.
Eyes • Her eyes are white, pupiless and glowing. You can hardly tell by her eyes if she's watching you or not - but you can really feel her gaze on you. The eyelashes are very long, black as night and curved.
Antlers • Nat-Nat recently lost her antlers. Forever. The Ghost has black curved swirly antlers with spines on it. When she's angry or in bad emotions, they completely transform in an unreal way. The curved part unwind and the spines become big and sharp. Her antlers are her best advantage during a fight : they surprize the one being fought, and they can cut like a knife.
Devoted • Protective • Introverted • Trustworthy || Possessive • Unstable • Impulsive • Suspicious || Irritable • Jealous • Short-tempered • Doubtful
Loyal and fidele. Never forgets when someone helps her, nevermind the way, nevermind how much time has passed.
Devoted and confident. When she trusts someone, she would do anything for them. She keeps every single secret that is told for herself, like a dear treasure she would never let fly away. Being trusted by Nat-Nat is the most wonderful gift she can give. Once you have her trust, you have her entire love, support and protection at any cost. On the other side, she will never tolerate it if she is betrayed, and so, she would never betray her dear ones intentionally.
Reserved, she does not trust easily and needs a lot of time. Always afraid to be disappointed or to disappoint someone because of her lack of trust in herself, she is more likely to act as being very shy. It can be seen as a proof of naivete, which is not what she is - at all.
Suspicious doe. Somehow does not trust others easily, which she thinks are unpredictable. Alongside, afraid of herself and the Soul Taker part inside her, still sleeping somewhere, deep inside. She might seem fragile at first sight, but it is clearly not the case.
Easily stressed out in tensed or more normal situations. She also fears action (like playing, cuddling...) when she does not know the souls around her - on rare occasions, she can feel deeply connected to someone and will relax in a few minutes only.
She is very protective and also possessive. So, she is easily jealous. When she is, she usually keeps quiet, but she acts in a very cold and distant way.
The Ghost often forgives but never forgets. She is rancorous and revengeful, this is a part of her she has tried - oh so many time - to get rid of, in vain.
When angry, she does not think before speaking. What she says to loved ones when she is mad is rarely thought. She may regret it some times after. However, being sharp-tongued with harmful souls is a totally sincere behaviour. Harsh words are thought, and spoken.
Mentally vulnerable, but also short-tempered and moody. Her humor can change from a minute to another, even if she does not act this way on purpose, of course. Irritable as well.
left art by shimmyshimmy, bottom art by me, images from unsplash
