Zevhara

First Face : The World

Zevhara is not the type to open up to much of anyone — not even those who are closest to them; their ward, Aomora, and their closest friend, Arshalia, know the full extent of who Zevhara actually is. Over the years, Zevhara has mastered the act of putting on a mask that keeps probing questions about why they are the way they are at bay. They wear this mask wherever they go, and it almost always shows in the form of a resting bitch face, as it were.

It is a way of protecting themself more than anything.

Second Face : Close ones

As stated above, no one really sees the real Zevhara. Some have tried, but over time the broody elf has come to the conclusion that, it's easier to show nothing of their inner life to those around them, since they've grown afraid that should someone see what lies beneath, they will not like what they see. Zevhara is fine with this, though, as it keeps people at a certain distance, emotionally and physically, never having been much for letting people close to begin with. Zevhara can therefore often come across as rather cold, or dismissive, even to those who know them well.

Third Face : True Reflection

When by themself, Zevhara still has a hard time letting go of their mask, although the longer they spend in solitude, the more it starts to slip. They often experience meltdowns, either rooted in the unresolved trauma of their past, or the never fading feeling of hopelessness and uselessness. Throughout the more recent years there has been but one thing that's made it possible for Zevhara to get back up and keep on going, and that is their son, Jerome, who is still young enough that he depends on them. Zevhara may be crippled by the fear that their care for him will never be enough, due to the baggage they carry, but they'd be damned if they let another person go through even a fraction of the hardships that they themself did.

Because that's, at their core, who Zevhara is. Someone who has been through much more than a single person should handle, but they keep going despite this. They do it for others rather than themself, sure, and they couldn't care less if the world ended tomorrow. But they'll fight to make their miserable existence mean something for those that they care about, just in case it does all come to an end.