TL;DR: Lupine lives in an underground cottage in the forest. Lupine LOVES to pick berries but did them more when lil was a 6 year old, usually with careless adult supervision. She also had an interest in handmade swings, gardens, magic, and magical flowers. Lupine grew up without friends until the age of 11. She hates school now, but is tolerant of it. After meeting lils first best friend, Lupine's anxiety from school and the constant noise from her classmates substantially decided to appear way less often, but the unhealed hurt and fear is still there, a part of lil journey. She's wary of people they're age now because of it.

Childhood

Flowers are usually seen as delicate and pretty. Lil like flowers because lil view them as lily ideal self: delicate and pretty. Born in an underground cottage, lil grew up surrounded by plants of all kinds, so much lil identifies them in some way. Lil's been homeschool till then and played outside when education time was over. It gives Lupine comfort to know that flowers are lils favorite thing about their home, it's 'like a paradise full of hope' to Lupine. They make lil feel pretty, like a real person would feel. Nature was her paradise. Lupine LOVES to pick berries but did them more when lil was a 6 year old, usually with careless adult 'supervision'. Lupine would eat something intoxicating and it causes lilies parents to yell at lily and shunning herself from other people cause of the constant yelling. Despite that, Lupine would still pick berries, this time with more carefulness. She also had an interest in handmade swings, gardens, magic, and magical flowers; due to fear of lils parents punishments (on top of everything else), Lupine decided to search when they left or asleep. With each year fading onto the next, Lupine grew a few more years before having lils first school day at the age of 7. It wasn't until starting school that Lupine felt unliked by other people. It wasn't like lil never notice how different lil actually is from them. Lil found out that lil wasn't  great at talking to people in general and just was 'more useful' as a helper. And since then, Lupine grew up without friends until the age of 11. Lupine was pretty sneaky as a kid and lils still are sneaky, but kinda felt indifferent to making friends until lilies...

Current day

 Despite the lack of attention Lupine barely gave or received to others in lils school, lil was considered one of the better students from the view of lilies teachers. And the more lil was compared to students from being a closed-off person, the more hostile her classmates got. Teasing, humiliation, ostrisation, stealing; ya know, what happens when a group of apathetic, easily revengeful kids do (...most likely)  It got to the point where some of them were just straight up hurting lil. Lupine tried to ignore them, but the 'teasing' escalated despite that. Until lil met lils first best friend, lil would have trouble controlling her growing anxiety from school, the growing sense of worthlessness and the constant noise from her classmates saying the most cruelest and nastiest things they could say about her.  Unhappiness and physical pain led into some symptoms of Depression, to full burst of meltdowns, to quietly roaming around in the bathroom until school ended every other week, to cutting down carbs for the other kids she thought it would lessen the problem, oh you dear sweet sun child. And it only stopped once one of the bystanders actually stepped in. It took the same bystander a few more trys and for Lupine for telling the bully off ( more like saying the most shittiest of words you could tell anybody, so like... basically what some bullies did to her) for it to stop. She hates school now. but she felt relieved after being tormented almost daily for 2 years. Lupine stopped trying to disguise herself and made a friend after what happened, but that once certain sense of softness... it became a lilabity, a weakness boys (and sometimes girls) would say.