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Render is my love, my heart. I can't say that he was my first love, I was built to love another after all, but Render is my truest love. He doesn't care for my past, only who I am and what I do now. He sees me for who, not what I am. I will forever be thankful that we met.
My first love, admittedly even in life. I met Lydia by chance, and we were fast friends. I still remember those early days, and every time, it reminds me of how much I love this woman. Machine she may be, she is as much a person as any other.
He's my so-... *clears throat* My child's brother. We have a bit of a rocky past, though I'm trying to smooth things over and make them better between us here in the present. Whether it's really doing much or not I don't know, I just hope that he knows I'm doing my best to change and make up for what I've done.
I don't think I could call her my mother, not like Roach. But I'm trying to let go of my dislike for her. She's changed, at least from what I can see.
They make me... uneasy. I know that Lutra made them, and they feel recent, but I can't imagine what purpose they serve and that... scares me. Perhaps he made them just to be, but I highly doubt it. They must serve some higher purpose than what they're currently doing. I just hope it won't affect the ones I care for.
I must give thanks to this....failed creation. Were it not for her, Father would never have created me. He would have never wanted to create me, at least not with the same purpose in mind. And so I must thank her. Preferably as I end that which she loves most. Though I suppose Father will want to do that himself.
She is utterly WORTHLESS. If I ever see her again I will not hesitate to rip her limb from limb for what she did to Father. The only reason I haven't is because he's ordered me not to seek her out. I don't know why he still cares for this traitor. She left him. She ran away, abandoning her duties and the people that needed her! SHE LEFT US!... Him... she left him... I never want to see her again.
Vinves masks her emotions well, though it's not much help when I was programmed to read emotions. I know that she's disturbed by me, though I don't know why. Sensing her discomfort I try to keep our interactions short, though I am curious why she feels this way about me. Perhaps she's somehow related to Lutra, that would explain any ill feelings. She was pleasant enough to talk with though, so should she ever approach me again i'd be happy to talk.
I'm not sure how I....feel about this Lydia. She's certainly not the one I grew to know, and so seeing a metallic replica, with the same colors and name as her is.....disturbing. I know Lutra made her in an attempt to accomplish whatever it was Yhtil spent her remaining years working on, but..... something tells me he wasn't as aware of his Creators goals as he thought. Nevertheless, this Lydia seems quite happy with Render, at the apparent cost of her relationship with Lutra. I'll keep an eye on her, and help where I'm able
Ella is... an odd girl. She's been pleasant enough any time we've spoken, but there's a lot going on behind the eyes, you can tell. Whether it's due to the drugs, or if it's just how she's always been is a mystery to me, but she's a crazy little thing. And I can appreciate crazy.
Lydia, that sexy looking robot from Render's Club? I've seen her, yes. Being mechanical, I obviously don't think I could sell her anything, but it's nice to speak to her on occasion. She's super sweet, I'd call her naive if I didn't know better. I can tell she enjoys being with Render.