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He's my big brother. To others he seems cold and ruthless, and while that isn't untrue, that's never how things have been with me. He's gentle and caring in a way that you'd never suspect. If it weren't for him I don't think I would've made it living with Lutra. I love him and I'm grateful he left with me and we get to stay together.
It's my younger sibling. It gives me hope and purpose where nothing else ever has. It's the only thing I love in this miserable world and I'd do anything for it.
Dym... I do think of him as my brother, though I don't express that. I know he doesn't feel the same about me, he... he hates me, I know he does. I'm not fully blind, I see the look he gets every time he sees me. I know he doesn't see me, he just sees the frag- ... the villagers. The villagers that died so I could be created. He looks at me and sees his biggest regret. He'll never see just me.
Everytime I see him....I can only see the faces of those that burned that night....hear their screams as they cry for help....as they curse my name for betraying them....I know Roach considers me a brother...and perhaps one day I can truly saw the same....but right now...it's too painful.
Trisha's my girlfriend. Well, technically we're not dating, but calling her a friend doesn't feel like enough. I feel like Girlfriend's the closest word I've got. Besides, I like the look on people's faces after I've told them I'm gay and then introduce them to my girlfriend. Regardless, I love her to pieces, and I wouldn't hesitate to maul anyone who so much as looks at her wrong.
How to define my relationship with Roach.....oh! We're Queer Platonic Partners. Though I don't think he knows about that yet. It's fun to say that he's my boyfriend, even if we're not dating. We get along well enough though, and honestly, I really like him. He's fun to be around, we can both gush and groan about Rulux, and it's honestly fun to see him do whatever it is he feels like doing
She's Epithet's strange partner. Well, all of them are kinda strange, but that's not the point. She intrigues me due to the reactions she gets from others. Any time I see her the fragments all collectively cry out in terror, which is so fascinating cause they never all agree on something! It's made better by the fact that I've never seen her do anything to deserve such fear. It makes me kinda feel bad for her, I know what it's like to be feared the moment people look at you, it sucks ass. I wonder how she feels about it.
Another of this odd family Epithet has put together for himself. A unique creature, I'm not sure on how I'm expected to interact with it. I can't even tell if it's afraid. Though I can tell it's mind is not whole...similar to it's body.
I don't really have many thoughts on Draco to be honest. The few times I've been around him he's been cordial enough, and Epithet says that he's good to him, so he's cool in my book.
I'm not sure how to feel about it. It's Epithet's sibling, sure...but.....I don't know. I don't speak to it much, mostly due to never heading out with Epithet whenever he goes to visit.
I don't really know much about them, honestly. They were made by Lutra obviously, so that's enough to leave a sour taste in my mouth, but I know that not all of his creations are bad. I've tried to talk to them before, but... 101 wouldn't let me. I don't know why he's so insistent on keeping me away from them... or why Lydia agrees... but I trust their judgements. I do want to know them though.
Number 786, also known as Roach. It chose its own designation, something I find.....odd. It's the culmination of efforts made by Father's research and that exceptional failure of a Creation, Number 107. Comprised of various corpses pulled from the wreckage of a village found in Sloth, it is.....a curious thing. Still, it left of its own accord, and wasn't even if much use to Father, in my opinion anyways. So it's as much of a failure as the others.