Belladonna has never been content with anything regarding herself: her looks, her loyalty, her intelligence, nothing. Most of her childhood was spent training her to be a war machine. Belladonna is a trained assassin who is marvelous at her craft. From a young age, her skills with Life Threads were utilized for the sake of bringing the Suttras Alliance one step closer to victory in the war. Belladonna had become notably insightful and stealthy, which is exactly what Blumen wanted. Belladonna was always quick to notice small details and efficiently got her work done. Unfortunately for Blumen, Belladonna never met her expectations. Belladonna had an outstanding skillset, however, her morals were placed elsewhere.

Since she was a child, Belladonna was constantly criticized for various things despite being above average at most things she did, instilling a habit of constantly doubting herself. Belladonna found happiness is the idea of being in a relationship and with makeup/clothign design, which is ironically the opposite of her Magic Physics Major. Blumen had trained Belladonna to be a sinister killer, however, after sending her to school on Elpida, Belladonna had softened up much more than Blumen would have preferred.

Belladonna is a girl who loves to be in the spotlight. She craves the love and attention of people around her but won't go out of her way to get it. She's always fantasized about being recognized for her hard work and meticulous skillset since she felt a lack of that in her upbringing. Due to her desire for approval and attention, she becomes incredibly invested in anything she does. She wanted nothing more than for her skills to be acknowledged by someone. Belladonna's habits never interfered with her life until she met Sparrow and Elias, which caused everything to change. Belladonna had become invested in her friendship with them, but their difference in race caused Belladonna do doubt her loyalty to the Suttra Alliance. How could she support the Suttras' blatant racism when she was friends with such wonderful people? These thoughts are the foundation for Belladonna's doubt in her loyalty.