Alva [DA:2/I]'s Literatures
“She’s... at peace. At least I hope so..."
Alva and the Inquisitor talk about a pillar in Alva's life.
When you're forced to make very harsh decisions with dire consequences, it gets to you. Alva knows that and promises to her friends that she is as loyal as she can be. To whom exactly though is a question for another day.
In the end, Alva was right. No one really did care about what she thinks or what she feels. Time and time again, her trust is broken and her will is depleted. So, she takes a step back and let things go on their own.