1800meowmeow's Bulletins
HELLO! It’s time for Jesse musings for a few moments.. unsure if anyone else feels like this but I wanted to put it out there as I think about it occasionally :-]
Sometimes I get gender envy from girls. I am not 100% a girl (nor 100% boy for that matter) and I am more content presenting as a boy. BUT! GAH!!! Sometimes I see a girl and I’m like ooohhh… ooohh I wish I could look like that SO bad… but in like, a boy way, you know? I wish people would see me like that and still call me a boy. I think it comes from me wanting to present femininely but still wanting to be perceived as male?
I’ve kind of tied this to my want to be some sort of ethereal thing, to have no known gender and be something entirely inhuman I think. I get a lot of gender envy from wanting to be some sort of angelic, unknown thing, simply existing without a gender and people would see me as such. I simply just would be. I don’t know!
Anywho. I dunno. I wish I looked like Emmanuelle Béart from Date with an Angel (1987) SO BAD! But in like a boy way. Or Audrey from Darkest Dungeon. But in like a boy way.
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There WILL be gay sex. Sorry everyone
I FINALLY UPDATED MY CARRD WOOP WOOP! I'm very proud of it, it was meant to mimic those old dungeon crawler RPG games :-)
https://bobbitmau.carrd.co <-- the dungeon awaits thee....
HELLO!!!! Free PETSCII doodles of whatever buddy you'd like me to draw ^_^. I need practice!! https://imgur.com/a/MGZ4xCo https://imgur.com/r5NMOC3