Forlorn

I was a huge street punk rocker (aka poser) after graduating high school and until about the age of 25. I reflected a lot of insecurities about myself and my flaws onto Rabies, my previous sona.

Now that I'm a real adult (yeah right, but I can dream) I've decided that I need a more mature sona to represent my new self. I still listen to Heavy Metal and Punk Rock, but I'm not so uptight about my 'punk' appearance anymore. Not to mention my old sona reminds myself of some... undesirable ex-boyfriends (one of them being my rapist).

I'm a quiet and lonely individual who doesn't always speak much in the beginning. But once you become my friend, guaranteed that you can't get me to shut up. My mind often romps around in the 1980's - 1990's timeline because I am a sucker for nostalgia and I'm addicted to retro things. I listen to all kinds of music now, not just punk. Some of my favorites include slow Dreamcore beats, classic rock, Drum n Bass, and even Jazz.

Aesthetically, I find summer and beach environments to be my favorite, but also I enjoy the big city neon at night. I'm happiest at 12pm noon OR 4am... there's kinda no in-between and I know that's strange. I have no tolerance for cold, so summery weather is a must. Either that, or the arid landscape of the desert. Playing old video games and watching obscure cult-classic movies are some of my hobbies, so feel free to strike up a conversation about them!

I'm super romantic and love-lorn, but I can't find a person to fucking love me correctly, so currently this sona has no Mate ;u;

Differences from Rabies:
<sub>- Muted palette, better markings, more natural (as opposed to Rabs' vomit green)
- More mature personality (i still like punk but older designs of Rabies was cringy)
- No more nosering because i dont have one anymore; i took it out IRL
- No more horns because I cant remind myself to fucking draw them! (forgot them on Rabies constantly)
- New Hair guide because I change my hair a lot, like every few months.</sub>