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ABOUT
"What is this MONSTROSITY?!"
Calm and cold, organised and always well prepared. He prefers to have control over his surroundings and is overly-cautious due to his incredible intense anxiety and PTSD. He prefers to keep distance and not talk with too much details. That's the outside view on him, not neccesarly true. He, indeed is organised and tidy however under this mask with a cold gaze is a giant, overstressed mix of different, bottled emotions. Xavier doesn't care to be likable but he defenitely doesn't want any more enemies, he'd rather be left alone with only a bunch of trusted-ones. It's hard to get to him but when you're closer to him you will always be on his mind. His love language is mostly act of service and he won't hestitate to affecionately scold you for not eating breakfast again. Safety and health are his most precious values and his health isn't flawless- due to his asthma. That's also why he is so neat and prefers to have his space orgainzed (less stuff lying around, less risk to stumble and fall etc.). His soft side also shows around animals of any kind. It's his soft spot. However he is defenitely a cat person, his cat- Bingo, is one of his best friends. Farm animals are also very adorable to him, even if they're... not so clean and soft. He used to live and study in crowded, loud cities and ended up on a farm in small, peaceful Pelican Town due to his grandpa's death. Grandad's last will was for Xavier to own and take care of Sparklinglawn Farm in Stardew Vallet. At first, he didn't want to have anything in common with citizens and the farm itself- he wanted to do some cleaning and renovation and then sell it. That whole life-plan turned around for 180 degree and now he ended married to his former tenant and helper Lucas, both are deeply involved in the community and they both literally saved the town, not only once! Xavier himself sometimes can't believe the life he has right now but he's enjoying it and wouldn't change it for anything in the world.
Details
Likes
animals
sewing
decorating
Lucas's cooking
fishing
Dislikes
guns
blood
having asthma
Clint
spicy food
cold
Personality
Perfectionist
[WIP]
Organized
[WIP]
Histeric
[WIP].
Pouter
[WIP]
Intelligent
[WIP]
Distant
[WIP]
- cold colors
- turtlenecks
- kardigans and sweaters
- minimalism
- mixing too much colors
- ...but plain one-color outfits are also big no-no
- too detailed patterns (exclude clothes with animals on them)
- hats
- he's long and slim
- his body is smooth- no hair, no other scars, no moles... just smooth and clean
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Aesthetic
Story
CHILDHOOD UNDER THE MAFIA'S KNIFE
Xavier aka Ludwig was born and raised in Switzerland in a mid-wealthy family. As a single child with both loving parents and money he had nothing to complain about, yet he doesn't remember much of this innocent times. His life used to be only about working and achieving. His parents had their own company in the developer-building sector. He went to the best schools, where he was supposed to receive the best grades, take all opportunities to gain more knowledge- it ensures a bright future! Apparently it didn't ensure safety. The company got a crash, Xavier's parents, used to the comfy living, couldn't stand the compulsion to live a little bit modest and didn't want to cut costs. They had great plans where to go to gain the renown again, but they needed money to rebuild their business. They took a loan, his father said it's "from a friend" and mother agreed to this idea. It turned out that "friend" was a part of some mafia scam. Xavier was unaware of his parent's struggles untill one night when he woke up due to the horrid loud noises and cries near family home front doors. He sneak out of the room to see what happened and saw a big, scary, bulky guy with unpleasant face and his parents crying and begging him for another week. The stranger forced himself into the house and unfortunately before Xavier could flee away, he got spotted. He still can remember the exact feelings of that night. The tight and painful grab on his arm and neck, the gasps, the screams and the gun pressed right to his head. Then memories are becoming blurry, he only remembers huge pain in his leg and lungs, mother hugging him, everyone screaming something and the big amount of blood all over the room. Then hospital. The relief on his parents' faces. And then, lack of answers on any of his questions. He was just said to not ask questions, be good and do the best. He did, he got funds from school and as a rewards in various competitions. All of the money went to the debt. Same with birthday money, graduation money etc. The debt was keept as a secret to the rest of the world and Xavier as a little kid didn't think about it much, he was like a little robo-child, programmed to only produce gains for parents, that's the life. Cutting out emotions and not being too nosy was a long term coping mechanism for him, he went to college and made additional money thanks to interships in home-decor and architecture companies. He helped his parents because they helped him, however what he didn't realised was that his parents took even more loans and that's why the debt felt endless to him. That was the moment he realized he's fed up with it and he doesn't want to be his parents' money-machine. Unfortunately, it was too late to just cut his family off. The mafia was on him as well. They were stalking and threatening him, because they saw him as another good pray.
Trivia
His real name is Ludwig Thälmann
He knows german, italian, french and english
He has asthma
He has a Master Degree in architecture
He is absolutely terrified of spiders
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utopiłby ją ale troche w sumie ją rozumie, ludzie w tej wsi nie mają gustu fr
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