Sebastian Kondraki
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Sebastian
Headstrong . Anxious . Eccentric
Is that a weed cat??
I want the weed cat!
Overview .
(Personality Summary) Sebastian is of two main states of mind, depending on how comfortable they are around a person. The first is their initial, and sometimes constant, withdrawn personality. They seem very quiet, and come off as rather abrasive at times; Seb holds their cards close to their chest. This side of them is often witnessed whenever they are triggered, or when they are around someone they consider untrustworthy. Sebastian will not show any vulnerability for fear that someone will take advantage of it. Having been subjected to constant, horrible abuse in their formative years, Seb prefers to keep a small number of people in their life, and is particularly slow to open up to adults. It took years of gentle care, respect, and the assertion of their own boundaries for Sebastian to see Dimitri as their father, rather than as a legal guardian. However, their bond with him is extremely powerful as a result. He has never stomped on their self-worth, disrespected their trauma as an adoptee, nor forced them to partake in the concept of family, and so Seb has come to accept him as their father of their own accord. After moving to Paldea, their circle has grown even larger, something they never expected to be this happy about. Their trauma has not disappeared-there will be times when their abandonment issues, self-loathing, and aversion towards family rears its collective head-but they have a support system to fall back on, and a future to look forward to.
Thanks to their dad and their friends, Sebastian has begun to freely show the second side of themself: that is, the excitable, playful, almost troublemaking, outspoken, self-proclaimed weird kid. The difference is night and day. Not only does Sebastian start to talk so much more, becoming a sort of walking meme, their voice is no longer intentionally kept low to avoid attention either. They are full of life, and raring to go, whether it involves getting food or wandering into dangerous places. Seb is fiercely independent, going wherever they wish, but can be rather oblivious at times. It’s a lot of work keeping them from falling into holes or helping their Orthworm accidentally dig into gas lines. One of their less endearing traits in relation to their obliviousness is that sometimes Seb will do or say something hurtful without realizing, such as voicing an unneeded opinion or scaring a friend by randomly showing up without warning. Their free spirit is a valuable trait, but they’re still learning how to show it with consideration for other people. That’s not to say they don’t care about others at all. Sebastian doesn’t make friends easily nor quickly, and becomes easily irritated at times, but they have a loving heart. They’ll do anything for their friends. Whether that means taking on powerful Pokemon or calling out an adult, they want to protect and support those they care for. Seb knows what it’s like to feel unwanted and hated; never in a million years would they wish to inflict this upon others. Despite their eccentric nature, they are a wonderful listener, and can empathize with those who have suffered trauma as well; they have a good sense for knowing when people are hurting. This is Sebastian’s most valued trait about themself, though they’re not quick to admit it.
Design .
- This profile is for Sebastian during and immediately after the events of Scarlet/Violet. Thus, their images relate purely to their teenage self.
- Their hoodie is meant to resemble a Sprigatito. The face on the chest area is purely optional, and can be left off in art.
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Likes
- Sprigatito
- Eating good food
- Streamer Iono
- Co-op games
Dislikes
- Seeing people flirt
- Using doors
- Professors Sada and Turo
- Insects
Story .
Childhood
Sebastian’s early life was not pleasant, to the point of severe trauma they now rarely, if ever, mention. The punching bag/scapegoat of an abusive family, all Seb knew was a cycle of physical pain, emotional devastation, and pretend love to keep them roped in. No one cared to help them; even the relatives who didn’t outright hurt them stood aside as others did so instead. Family became synonymous with hurt in their young mind. Sebastian learned to hate themself-they learned to think of themself as unwanted, a useless burden of a child. When the time eventually came that they were adopted by Dimitri Kondraki, their parents threw them away without even attempting to fight back.
Being removed from their abusive household did not magically fix their life, nor their mental state; not only was the damage done, the trauma of separation and adoption further burdened Sebastian. It was because of this situation that the important ‘rules’ of their new life were later established: the main one being that they did not have to see Dimitri as family or as a father, nor did they owe him anything. Seb was given their strict boundaries without any sort of struggle. They weren’t held back from being hurt, or angry, or even hateful towards their new guardian. Dimitri had been adopted himself as a child, and remembered the pain of losing his biological family along with his first home. He refused to let Sebastian suffer the same way he had, and thus never pushed them. The kid was fragile, and needed not just love, but both respect and space.
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Over the years, Sebastian has grown close with their guardian, and has even recently started to refer to him consistently as ‘dad’. Because he didn’t force them, they chose themself when the time was right to see him as a paternal figure, and so the trust between the two is all but ironclad. They lived for years in Johto-Seb hadn’t been ready for the emotional burden of moving for a long time-but have recently moved to Paldea, so that Sebastian can attend school there. In a twist of fate, it’s here that Dimitri meets very old friends from centuries ago, somehow reborn in the universe they once left. Despite his own, still mysterious immortality, it’s a shock to both father and child; he reconnects quickly with them, but Sebastian is less enthusiastic. Though they eventually warm up to their dad’s friends, they can’t help but feel that old, intense fear of abandonment, as if they won’t be necessary now that Dimitri has other people he loves.
Sebastian does, however, befriend the child adopted by their father’s old friends, and becomes close friends with him. Despite some rocky patches brought on by the past shared between their parents, this holds true; Sephy is very important to them. Throughout the story of Scarlet/Violet, they also get drawn into the canonical friend group (Nemona, Penny, Arven), and are currently still besties with everyone. They’re closest with Arven, though, having spent the most time with him via the Path of Legends. The two are very rarely seen apart whether they’re at school or not, and have very recently started dating; this is technically a secret, but pretty much everyone with even the slightest observational skills knows about it. Tl;dr: Sebastian finally has love and happiness. Whatever could go wrong?
Trivia .
- They refuse to use doors unless they have to. Climbing windows is an expected thing for them to do, and yes, they’ve broken some before or been pushed out.
- They are extremely talented in battle, easily reaching Champion rank, but it’s all instinct. They were oblivious to their skill for a long time. Not super proud of their accomplishments, since it came to them fairly naturally.
- Thanks to their dad’s immortality “situation”, they’re an absolute menace in history class. They also of course love Occulture.
- Out of the two protagonist kids in their AU, they are the one who befriended Miraidon and completed the Path of Legends.
Sebastian’s chosen dad. They are very close, having achieved a powerful bond through years of compassion, respect, gentleness, and understanding.
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They're accusing, like always without knowing
What is just fiction or what is the truth
They have no mission, they have no passion
But they dare to tell us what's bad and what's good
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