Murtaugh

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NameAilig Murtaugh
NicknamesMur, Mute
GenderMale
Age20s
SexualityBisexual
OccupationSmuggler





Personality


Cautious, reserved and observant, but still tends to react before thinking. Very independent and curious and loves to explore places, regardless of safety. Does not do as he is told, and can be highly sneaky about it. Seems like he has a lot of confidence, and in some ways he does; he usually think he can manage everything on his own (even though that means drugging himself in the process), and he takes pride in the skills he has worked on and things he knows. But he has no concept of self-worth and clings to any kind of positive affection and intimacy, no matter how shitty. Very clever and adaptable and doesn't give up easily. Pretty passionate, and cares about a lot of things but lacks the ability and confidence to show it, at least in a positive way; usually it gets expressed as being ruthless, stubborn, selfish and occasionally hotheaded.
He's not particularly introspective and will take a long time to process his own feelings and reactions - and the fact that he is very good at repressing feelings, memories and anything he doesn't want to confront doesn't help. Related to this, he also had a hard time admitting feelings to himself and everyone else - especially fear.

Appearance


Around 175 cm tall and very scrawny. Malnourished and will often have ribs showing, though he will appear malnourished even after gaining weight; what muscle mass he does have is lean and sinewy, and he has very little body fat in general. His face is narrow and has rather sharp traits and thick eyebrows. His nose is big and crooked from being broken a few times; it is crooked both from the side and from the front. His eyes are grey, and he almost always have dark lines under his eyes. His hair is dark brown, wavy/curly and very unpredictable, varying in length but usually barely reaches his shoulders and falls in his eyes. He has lots of scars, most noticeable four in his face; one from his nose ridge and onto his right cheek, one cutting through his right eye brow and two on his right cheek under his eye going to the edge of his jaw. Besides that he has quite a few tattoos, most notable a thistle tattoo with three flowers on his forearm and a compass under his right collarbone.
He will wear whatever practical, neutral clothing he can get his hands in. Most of what he wears is either too big or looks too big on him. He likes sleeveless shirts, fingerless gloves, hoodies and beanies. He's not adverse to flashy colours and patterns either, surprisingly, especially for going out.

General story aka details generally applicable to any setting/story/universe he is in


i, run boy runMur grows up in foster care. He is mainly non-verbal and stutters when he does talk, is taught BSL and thrives better in quiet, smaller towns, rather than big cities. However, he also has a tendency to run away; a fear of coming home, rather, rooted in a very early and repressed memory/trauma from earlier in his life. Eventually he runs away for good, and a series of events strikes even more paranoia in him about returning "home" and believing any kind of authority, and be starts using heroin to cope. Quickly on his way to an early death, he gets picked up by a man calling himself Jones, who decides to take care of him. Jones lives in an RV and together they drive all over the country and more, until Jones disappears a few years later.

ii, from edenMur goes looking for Jones, but is horribly unprepared and starts to unravel once more, when he meets Sam, another young runaway. They team up and spend a while together that can best be described as a long roadtrip full of misdeeds, petty crimes, sex and a whole lot of "us against the world" attitude. Once the thrill of their adventure fizzles out they make a sort of pact to confront whatever problem led them to meeting in the way they did, and part ways.

iii, hard drugs fake loveOnce again, Mur is alone and feels more lost than ever. His part of the pact includes going back to where he last saw Jones and wait for him or start his search over - but he is far away and quickly runs into trouble while trying to fund both his journey back and his drug habits. He starts spiraling into his old habits, but worse. He hits a major low, being badly taken advantage of, but finds that he has also made friends to support him.

iv, longshotHis friends, Eight and Sandra, as well as his eventually boyfriend Rory, are all in various stages of feeling lost and in too deep, but they keep each other from falling too far and step by step gets on top of things. For Mur this means the beginning of a long, slow and painful recovery - but a recovery nonetheless.
Jones finds him eventually. Mur and Sam reconnects. He has a happy ending.

Damaged Goods


Will be added - basically his "canon" story/universe focusing on end iii and beginning iv
Mur works with a team of smugglers, and when a mission goes south, and Vaughn tries to get rid of him in the mess, he makes a deal with the sea, saving him from dying. To do his end of the deal, and keep himself alive, he must repay the sea "in person," and so begins a three week journey, accompanied by his three friends and with Vaughn at their heels.
  • i - run, boy, run
    • Woodkid - Run Boy Run
    • KONGOS - Come with me now
    • Panic! at the disco - King of the clouds
    • WALK THE MOON - Anna sun
    • Hozier - Sedated
    • SAINT PHNX - Dead of Me
    • Bruce Springsteen - Blood Brothers
    • Matt Maeson - Me and my friends are lonely
    • Young the Giant - Cough Syrup
    • Agnostic Front - Victim in pain



  • iii - hard drugs, fake love
    • Gang of Four - Damaged Goods
    • Cemetery Sun - Fake Love
    • My Chemical Romance - The Sharpest Lives
    • Cursive - The Recluse
    • DREAMERS - Black and white
    • Hozier - Like Real People Do
    • DREAMERS - Come down slow
    • Anavae - Afraid
    • Cemetery Sun - Wish it was love
    • DREAMERS - Wolves (you got me)
  • ii - from eden
    • Toploader - Dancing in the moonlight
    • Little Boots - Motorway
    • Hozier - From Eden
    • Hozier - No Plan
    • Motion City Soundtrack - The future freaks me out
    • My Chemical Romance - Summertime
    • Smallpools - Million bucks
    • Hozier - Wasteland, Baby!
    • The Pale White - End of time
    • My Chemical Romance - Kids from yesterday
    • Alan Walker - Faded


  • iv - longshot
    • Bleachers - I wanna get better
    • Hidinin - Something better
    • Night Riots - Oh my heart
    • The Doors - Soul Kitchen
    • lovelytheband - maybe, I'm afraid
    • Catfish and the Bottlemen - Longshot
    • Night Riots - On the line
    • Hozier - Almost (sweet music)
    • Hozier - Nobody



"maybe I'll 
run away;
maybe I'm
over you; 
maybe
I shouldn't
 
stay;
maybe I just

don't care;
but maybe

all along,
I'm afraid,

I'm afraid,
I'm afraid"

Trivia / temp. place for info


  • Has multiple physical health issues as a result of substance abuse and poor living conditions growing up, such as being chronically malnourished
  • Mental health isn't much better - he deals with depression, anxiety and PTSD
    • Two triggers for his ptsd is the smell of licorice and the sound of glass breaking
  • He's Scottish, born on Skye and his birthday is January 13th
  • He is a native Gaelic speaker
  • He is left-handed
  • He is generally not super expressive, but less so in his face than his body, so his sign language tends to be a bit... stiff.

Jones Mentor and closest thing to a good legal guardian he's gonna get. Picked him up on the road when he was a teenager. Disappeared without a trace after a few years.

Eight Best friend for years. Would trust him with his life and would do practically anything to help him. Used to live with him part-time. Bonds by hanging out and talking or not, or by going out and doing dumb things.

Rory Very good friend and eventually boyfriend. Doesn't always understand Rory's humor but likes it anyway. 

Sandra Good friends. Very good at challenging each other but are also very supportive and caring - just in a way that seems weirdly spiteful and aggressive to other people.

Sam Ex-girlfriend. If they ever meet up again they would be significantly better friends than partners. They were young and dumb and angry at the world and spent a few months together being rebellious.

Vaughn Ex-coworker and ex-partner. Abusive and manipulative. Less said about him the better.

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