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Darkness Falls Slowly
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The Great Problem
Built to solve a problem that no longer applies to them, much like most iterators. DFS watched as, one by one, the rest of their local group was constructed and put to work. Toiling away at the Big Task was their purpose in this world. They worked tirelessly while the Ancients still dwelled in their city. Their citizens were not of any particular note; some were kind, some were foul — something that is true for most communities (though, there is a select few they remember by name for various reasons). Once the Ancients disappeared, the task became an irrelevant burden. They worked towards this intangible goal of ascension for a good while longer before they and their group ceased. The futility of it all had been realized, and they moved on to adopt more enjoyable ways to spend their time. While these hobbies held less significance than their purpose as iterators, they were more fulfilling for each individual.
The Rot
Some of the worst cycles of their life. They had tried to ignore their gradually worsening symptoms for as long as they could; they grew increasingly forgetful, and they suffered from brain fog, tremors, etc. Eventually, they did locate the cause of these experiences: the rot. It had begun to chew away at the outer reaches of their memory arrays and General Systems Bus, and had been slowly spreading from there. They tried time and time again to flush the organism out, but to no avail. They could not tell their group; what would they think? For them to learn the circumstances… they would not have been able to explain. They resorted to isolation, only really communicating with their group if something specific was needed from them, continuing to try and fail to remove the rot from their structure. Nothing they were trying was working. They waged this war in silence for countless cycles, the functionality of their systems steadily declining as the decay spread. Eventually the inevitable occurred, and their communication systems went offline entirely, sounding the alarm for their local group. EW sent QR to retrieve them from their chamber, bringing them back to his own so they could be monitored while their can was dealt with (thanks to the technology of an iterator beyond their group). Even with their rot gone, however, the damage has already been done. They experience mild versions of their earlier symptoms from time to time due to the systems that the rot had already begun to break down. DFS shies away when it comes to the discussion and/or presence of rot and is unwilling to discuss how they ended up with it inside their can to begin with.
The Present
After the situation with the rot, DFS has struggled to communicate with the majority of their local group; their silence left the others (particularly Eight Chimes and Endless Winds) feeling betrayed, as they had told several lies in order to not blow their cover earlier than they inevitably did. They are still trying to figure out how to go about approaching this issue, but they just wanted to unwind and process for a little while. They eventually worked up the courage to try communicating via their global connections once again, resulting in them making a friend they now hold very dear. They had begun to wander their superstructure’s city more frequently, sick of being confined to their chamber after getting a taste of the outside world. This relative peace was unfortunately fleeting, however, as they now have… other problems to face. Following the return of Disruption of Clarity to the global communication network, they grew increasingly reserved, seldom responding to attempts to reach them in public chats and only really replying to private messages. They have since departed from the global network and are resorting to isolation once more… at least, for the most part.
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- I want to crush them like a soda can (affectionate)
- They're so much like me it's sickening but I REFUSE to tag them as a sona
- They are difficult to anger, rarely raising their voice
- They have four fingers on each hand and are intentionally simplistic :]
- The starlike freckles that cover their puppet glow in the dark!
- Feel free to mess around with their design a bit! I may incorporate aspects that I like if I ever redesign them (all I ask is that they remain recognizable)
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Mount Eerie
I'll no longer hide it
Yes, you move me to tears
Over and over
Cavetown
It feels like nothing is easy, it'll never be
That's alright, let it out
Talk to me
Alex G
I look at you and feel the same
Could you forgive me for that pain?
Could you forgive me for that pain?
Phoebe Bridgers
I hate you for what you did
And I miss you like a little kid
Alex G
I loved you then, it's not the same
I don't like how things change
I don't like how things change
bôa
And you don't seem to understand
A shame, you seemed an honest man
Liana Flores
Hey
You'll be okay
Your eyes are misty now
But there's light there to be found
Some sunlit day
Alex G
You are just a boy, you are no man and
Nobody you know will understand
Bedside Kites
Participating in your games
Is something that will never make me
Proud to be the one that you turned to
Liana Flores
Oh-oh, close your weary eyes
I promise you that soon the autumn comes
To darken fading summer skies
Breathe, breathe, breathe
Omori
(Instrumental)
Cults
Haven't I given enough?
Given enough?
Always the fool with the slowest heart
BoyWithUke
And you don't have to hold back tears
'Cause after everything I'm here for you
There's nothing you should fear
Modern Baseball
I hate having to think about my future
When all I wanna do is worry about everyone but me
Take Care
And you can't see the marks it leaves on me
It's not your fault
But I wish it was
The Crane Wives
Don't look too hard, 'cause
You won't like the scars he left in me
sign crushes motorist
And I hope
That you’re better now
And I hope
That you get it now