Evelyn (🎵-Playlist-🎵)

"I've been losing myself in anger, so much broken by the rage, nothing could take my mind off how to make them pay, killing myself for nothing and the pain won't go away"

Decided to go with this song for Evelyn's theme, even though I am not 100% sure of it just yet, but for now it is the best one I could find as I really wanted a song from my favourite band for her theme.

"I wouldn't hold my breath if I was you 'Cause I'll forget but I'll never forgive you, don't you know, don't you know? True friends stab you in the front"

This song is perfect for Evelyn's feelings and confusion after the reveal of Reiner and Bertholdt and even though it started to fade as time passed by, she never truly forgave them.

"Now there's only one thing I can do, fight until the end like I promised to, wishing there was something left to lose, this could be the day I die for you"

This song is my pick for the moment of her death, when she sacrifices herself to save Reiner.

"When she was just a girl she expected the world but it flew away from her reach and the bullets catch in her teeth, life goes on, it gets so heavy, the wheel breaks the butterfly, every tear a waterfall, in the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes, in the night the stormy night away she'd fly, dream of para-para-paradise"

I feel like this song really describes the big turn her life took and her deepest wishes to live in a better and free world.

"There's so much I carry with me, it was always my safe haven and now nothing makes sense, I've lost my best friend and if it's not too much, I ask for signs, there's only one word left, saudade, saudade, nothing more that I can say, says it in a better way"

First, this is a portuguese song and the word Saudade is unique to our language, there is no exact translation for it, but if I had to describe it, I'd describe it as a deep sorrow for someone you are missing. This song is for when she finds out Sasha had died.

"Fear is withering the soul at the point of no return, we must be the change we wish to see, I'll come into your world, see through your eyes, I'll try to understand, before we lose what we have, we just can't stop believing 'Cause we have to try, we can rise above their truth and their lies"

I find this song perfect for when she finally starts to warm up to Reiner again and realizes how messed up he is and decides to give him an opportunity to make amends.

"But did you ever, ever notice, the kind of thoughts I got? Well, you know I have a love, a love for everyone I know, and you know I have a drive, to live, I won't let go, but can you see this opposition, comes rising up sometimes? That it's dreadful imposition, comes blacking in my mind, and then I see a darkness"

This song is about how she feels about herself after turning her back on Paradis and how unstable she has become over the years, she was never that bubbly kid again.

"Keep watching from your picket fence, you keep talking, but it makes no sense! You say we're not responsible, but we are, we are"

This song describes well her feelings for Paradis after finding out the truth and also how she recognizes that both parts are at fault.