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She's his precious little sister. She can screw up as bad as she likes, he'll love her just the same.
Even if he's a bonehead, he's her older brother.
He's often embarrassed when he thinks about how young she is, & how young she was when they were dating. But she still buys jewelry from him & is still easy to talk to at least. Zala won't start trouble, she's a good gal. Sometimes, he thinks back & fondly remembers their time together, others he remembers being pushed away when all he wanted to do was hold her. While he never thought he was good enough for her, Zala just couldn't keep her from leaving when he knew he should have. He's never been sure if he caused her pain, or if she just couldn't love him, but he was certainly drawn to her like a moth to the flame.
Zala is my wonderful ex boyfriend. I honestly still have feelings for him. He is truly my 'first and last true love'. I wish I could have been what he needed, but I know I was just no good for him. I love and loved him too much to let him be wasted on me, so I had to let him go. I only ever wanted what was best for him, and sadly I was not that. My past became too much for me, and I couldn't overcome it. He will definitely be my last "real" relationship, and he will forever hold a piece of my heart and soul. He was and still is the best man I know, and I will love him even after death. I don't really hide this from him, and I would tell him this if the time came for it, but I won't pull him and drag him down ever again. I hope he finds the love he needs and deserves, truly from the bottom of my heart I wish this.
I left him before I told him I was pregnant... I ran away. Should I ever tell him? Will he find out even if I don't? I don't know what the right thing to do is. I've been too scared all this time to say something, in fear of ruining his life, ruining his new relationship. And of course, that's never what I would want to do. I just want to let my children know their father, but is that the right choice? I just... I just don't know. I hope someday V and Ry can meet him, and that Zala can have fun with them. Maybe one day it can be like that... A future I can look forward to.
Easily one of the best decisions he's made outside of taking Eden away from their father. Having Lil really soothed Eden when she hit that age that he couldn't "pretend to be her dad" for like a whole 3 years. He will always be glad he skimped on things to afford this little gal.