M has a hard time keeping up with other people in certain subjects. He wishes others could slow down for him, but he's kind of a hypocrite when it comes to this. When it takes people long to understand something he enjoys, like robots for example, he'll get annoyed and stressed by it. Not understanding what's so difficult, as he has trouble putting himself in other people's shoes, even if he's walked in them before. He's constantly making schedule after schedule, due date after due date, but then never listening to them and going at his own pace. Luckily it doesn't affect him too much as he works on his own. M hates it when other people argue in front of her, or even around her or in her area. It gets her stressed and upset too, even if she isn't a part of it. Though she doesn't do well under stress, she usually will break into tears if someone tries to speak to her when she's just overheard or witnessed a heated argument, he feels bad.

M's social skills are not good. These issues mainly stem from his autism, and he doesn't know ways to healthily overcome them. So instead, he'll just avoid speaking with others in general, especially English speaking users. He is much better at speaking Creole. He still stutters a lot, but his words are clearer and he can understand it better. Along with his stutter, he will sometimes mock other people when they speak (not in a malicious way), repeat people's sentences before responding, and mumbles a lot before fully saying what he needs to say. Whenever he stutters he gets upset with himself, usually blowing a raspberry to show it, then restarting his sentence. He gets secretly giddy when he's able to say a few words without stumbling.

He still looks very unapproachable, but hates himself for being this way. He fits a black stereotype of being a big buff tall angry looking black man, and has to suffer with all of the comments people make about it. He's insecure of his body and wishes he was short and skinny instead, it would much better show how frail he is.

M is very sickly, he'll often make multiple trips to the hospital in a month. He has a terrible immune system, as well as multiple breathing and lung issues. Only reason why this is being mentioned is because he would speak about this like it was his only personality trait when he was younger because he thought it was cool.

M gets overwhelmed very easily, bright lights, loud noises, lots of people, weird textures, they'll all be terrible triggers for him. He used to be open about these feelings, whenever he felt this way he would let the people he was with know and be able to help. But over time instead of helping, people beat him down for it. He slowly stopped being so vocal about these different things, which caused many issues growing up and still does today. Because of M's weird appearance (gray skin), he's very insecure on how he looks. He gets lots of stares when going out, and will usually stare at himself in the mirror till he starts crying.. it doesn't take too long of staring for it to start.

He overworks himself. Sometimes to the brink of death, he'll work like it's the only thing he has, because sometimes it truly feels that way towards him. Even then, he'll put off work or creations till the last minute, or just put them off for so long that he moves on and forgets about them. He still thinks about embarrassing things he did even when he was 5 years old, and sometimes will punish himself for the things he did. He punishes himself lots whenever he does something or thinks of something he dislikes or doesnt deem "normal" anymore due to what he's been told. He would much rather be seen as the bad guy in a situation where he's completely innocent, because he'd feel bad for the other person.

M doesn’t know what or how his morals align. And honestly, I don’t either. He doesn’t flinch at murder, but bullying is NOT okay >:( ! He is very scattered. He tries his best publicly to show himself as someone who's got things put together. His personality, his life, his work, etc. In reality he doesn’t have a clue what's happening. He doesn’t know who he is or if what he’s doing is right or wrong – he doesn’t know anything. (i cant send the rest)

Story

In the quickest terms possible, everything really started to pick up pace when he was 15. He started dating the girl of his dreams, he was going through a phase where he could pump out robots and creations in just a few weeks - six robots completely done in one year while handling a relationship and starting to market yourself and your business.

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