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Dies Irae Pearl
About
Sauelsuesor's one of my second made characters specifically created for gem galaxies! Based on an old Original Character of mine in my own timeline and story. Originally, Story Sauel was basically the antichrist- Bringer of the apocalypse and cause of endings. Which is why he is named Dies Irae Pearl. For Dies Irae means 'Day of Wrath' or 'Day of calamity'. And another reason as to why she is a combat based pearl. Which is amusing for the fact they don't seem too interested in the thrill of battle.
Sauelsuesor hailed from a middle of the barrel reef. The facility's name and origin has been lost and most likely forgotten by most of the public but Sauelsuesor will always and forever know it well. Sauelsuesor's backstory is made for her to usually be made a transfer pearl, After her own reef was shut down suddenly and mysteriously. Sauelsuesor's time in said reef is kept secret and sacred, Their own mother is someone they forever appreciate. Sauelsuesor often longs for his return home. The outside worldm much different than the ocean walls she was so accustomed to. You can often see them scrolling through holographic pads and multiple forums, Checking on the reef's whereabouts and conditions. Sauelsuesor misses it dearly.
Design
Notes
- Irritatingly unkempt, her hair funnily enough stays in place no matter how many times you brush it. Nonetheless, adds to Sauel's charm he thinks. But appreciates any tries of brushing it. Enjoys it even.
- Despite being colorless like the abyss, Sauelsuesor's eyes still holds colors if you look close.
- Sauelsuesor has wonderous eyes, A shining gaze and bright outlook. The pearl is heavily fond of their own orbs.
- Strangely enough, Her form is literred with shapes and lines of all kinds. Like tattoos. Markings of variety, as if a painting.
Personality
How to describe such a gem? Sauelsuesor's quite the ambivertive pearl who tends to keep to themselves. All until it's needed to come and interact. Upon first meeting, The gem is seen as passive and quiet. Blank but curious as they seem to watch everyone and everything. Until you come and talk to them, Then you'll find Sauelsuesor is a friendly fellow with a darling smile and bright gaze. Depending on your actions, You could easily be friends with this playful artist! Creative and often preffering to wear her heart on her sleeve, Sauelsuesor is careful yet emotional. Guarded but Free. That's one way to describe him. Free. This pearl screams adventures, New experiences and infinite possibilities. Acknowledges the nothing and embraces the everything.
Always the painter, but never the muse. Dies Irae seems to live to appreciate everything there is. You'll often find fondness in their gaze, even to the smallest of things. Truly a pearl filled with wanderlust, Sauelsuesor seeks opportunity to explore themself. And to seek companionship in others, To be more than expected of them. Because surely, There must be more than a life of servitude awaiting him right?
I was happy at first. But then I cried. And then it was kinda Ok. But then I cried again, Which was funny.
Likes
Arts and Crafts
A pearl of imagination and creativity, Sauelsuesor dabbles in the arts and marvels others or well, herself with colored portraits and messily made DIY projects. Although very rare does he share his work, Sauelsuesor often times does most of her projects in secret. Strokes on paper, all done in hidden or less populated rooms in any reef. And often times most art mediums she uses is paint. Most paintings and portraits are colorful and vibrant, Rich and strangely endearing in many ways. Very rare will you see her works dull.
Looming Views
Sauelsuesor seems to have a tendency to peak over the edges where none should be, Rooftops and balconies does this pearl lean over for a wonderful view. Which is funny for the fact Sauelsuesor has a fear of heights. And yet there he is, Walking upon the rooftops. Nearing a great fall and yet all she focuses on is the vast expanse of a wonderous seascape. The gem of midnight hues finds fondness in the sea breeze that passes, The luminous sky. You can find Sauelsuesor often in balconies, Rooftops or anyplace thats a great height. Or the top of the tree. Seems to be a hobby of hers to just watch everything from high above.
Looney Tunes
There's just something about music that makes Sauelsuesor's heart sing! He jests, he jests- Very rare does she sing. The pearl can but y'know- Anyhow, Sauelsuesor has great fondness for music of many varieties. There is no 'favorite' when there's too many to favor! But most times you'll find her music preference rotates. Could be pop, Could be blues, Reggae.. Like they said, Too many for them to pick one! Though if you pay attention well.. indie or old songs seem to be he most favored. Knowing Sauelsuesor, He Probably has a playlist for different moods! Who knows? Maybe they're in a sparkly glittery mood hm? Sauelsuesor often incorparetes music into daily activities. Walks, painting- But only for her ears alone. She wouldn't want to be a bother. Unless you wish to listen as well? She doesn't mind.
Dislikes
Darknening Gloom
There's just something about the dark that irks Sauelsuesor in a way it's creepy. There seems to be no origin to this fear, More of a natural instinct to be creeped out by the shadows. Maybe because its hard to see. It's too pitch black that it unnerves Sauelsuesor. Feels suffocating really. Like you're being watched. Someone sees you and you can't see them. Sauel prefers the lights on please!
Far from home
Hiraeth. A homesickness for a home to which you cannot return. A home which maybe never was; The nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past. Sauelsuesor deeply hates being so so far away from her home reef. And often times feel lost and alone in any new reef he's been transferred to. It's being somewhere you were never been before, And feeling.. small. Home made Sauelsuesor's heart oh so big. The world makes her heart feel so weak.
Freedom out of reach
Sauelsuesor always thought that maybe. Just maybe. There could be another path for pearls that wasn't servitude. Which could be possible! But that'd be a lie. Dies Irae Pearl is a compassionate gem who sees so much potential in many other peers. And sometimes those peers dont stay the same once sent out to kneel against the might of the gem hierarchy and authority. Sauelsuesor was always a hopeful person. And maybe sometimes dreaded servitude. Just felt dull. Something that'll zap the life out of him if the day ever comes. But... luckily. The day still seems very far away. And Sauel finds relief knowing she still has time. With what little freedom she has anyway.
Moodboard
Inner heart, Inner mind, Further Insights
Golden heart
Sauelsuesor is brave and strong in body and soul, But also having great love and compassion for life. Love for Existing in general and for anyone else that exists along with him. Sauelsuesor's heart can be quiet but at the right time and the right people, It burns bright and roars loud. Sauelsuesor is often described that lone and hidden away coffee shop that welcomes you in, And nothing feels like a stranger. Everything Sauelsuesor does and wwill do is a heartfelt embrace accompanied with a fond gaze. it can be quiet, it can be loud. Maybe you see it, or don't. But unknowingly to Sauelsuesor, She has a great, loving, golden heart. No matter how guarded and careful they think they are, Sauelsuesor has always been trusting and open. And golden hearts are easily taken and broken by the world.
Starry Mind
Something about Sauelsuesor sings stars, If he was a story? she'd be about starlight and stardut and burning suns and wandering clouds. Always thinking of the infinitely small and infinitely big. I feel Sauelsuesor has many faces, all scarred, yet stubbornly still trying. Hoping. Sauelsuesor's mind is simple but conflicting in the way it's always changing. But that's how gems are. Changing. And Sauelsuesor fonds for exploration of the mind and heart. Sauelsuesor will do everything there is and experience what there can be, Passionate but slow. Taking their time on reading the books of the library or listening to classes with a bored hum. yet still listen. Sleepy but not sleeping. Dreaming but still in reality. They always seem to be just that, Bordering between reality and fantasy. Hopes and dreams. But that's what Sauelsuesor is.
Artist eyes
Even to the smallest things, Sauelsuesor finds love in the most careful and unseen details. Of you, Themself, Or that plant over there! Sauel is a quiet careful thing, Knowing how the empire feels of chatty pearls but if you ask, Sauelsuesor has much to say that's for sure. So many thoughts buzzing in that head. Sauelsuesor is simply a loving being, As if molded to love. It must be a spectacle to have such starry eyes gaze at you. I describe his eyes lidded but open when focused and intrigued. Round and in silent awe. If Sauelsuesor can't say it with words, Then their gazes can do the work. Observant and curious, and eager to remember everything about you, As much as she can. You can tell her this detail is unimportant and maybe it is, But for some reason the gem still looks it over carefully. The beautiful hues of that pyrope, The crashing sounds of the beach, Or maybe the lines of your smile. Sauelsuesor often makes others feel known. If there's one thing to describe Sauel's loving, Its casually. The same way he loves to breathe. And maybe that's why people love Sauelsuesor, They're drawn to him because he loved them first.
Too Much Energy
Free time can be an empty or fun time. And Sauel often tries to spend his time well. When not in organized lines and etiquette classes, Sauelsuesor is that one strange creature that dashes down hallways with a smile and a giggle. Excited to be free maybe. Always having lots of stamina, Excited to be free from the same lessons of being a servant just to be themself. Energetic to go back to bed, Energetic to go and see their friend again. But there's always excitement. This can apply to mundaner things too! Maybe this new lesson is something that delights them! Or this opponent is playfully good! While careful and cautious, They seem bubbly. Louder. Expressive. Responding lots in classes, More attentive and alive really. Such scenarios happen unpredictably. Maybe. .
Burning Low
Something about never living up to his quality cut irks Sauelsuesor. Not often. But it lingers. Lingers in the fact Sauelsuesor is self aware. Aware that they're not the desirable image of a pearl. At least not yet. Despite the quality cut of his gem made flawless, Mannerisms and knowledge matters. While rare in its entirety, Sauelsuesor still has her lack of confidence. They're careful in what they do because of the inherent thought that he'll be doomed to always make the wrong decision. She is cautious of her words just to not mess anything up, Be it infront of peers, Friends, Or Elites. Sauelsuesor didn't have to fear about this before. Their home reef truly was home. Open and free but the outside world is different, Stricter. More expectations, And those are expectations Sauelsuesor isn't sure he can reach. In turn explains their silence. To try and repress excitement and emotions in front of authoritive figures. Bottling it all up, And yet that doesn't seem to work. Everything gets out eventually. Be it through art, Close talks with friends, Or a scream.
Like fire, Hellfire
Even if the pearl doesn't want it, Fighting runs in his coding. While still not properly honed, It's still phenomenal to behold. Sauelsuesor fights like a pushing force, Unwavering and fast. Golden khopesh swords make for a deadly combination. The perfect weapon to slice and hook an oppenent and make clean cuts. As long as they don't squirm of course. The gem Isn't the most strongest oppenent, But nonetheless, still strong. You'll have to acknowledge Sauel's skill somewhat, Decently fast but any attacks will hurt like a bitch. And even in the occasion Sauel does waver and slow, There will be desperation. And that can be deadly. Deadly for whom? deadly for you. But then again, Stressful for sauel too. The fighting style slowly edging to something more manic, Every dash and slice ensures you no escape or chance of dodging. Forcing you to stay in place and take it. And those attacks are strong and forceful. Ensuring you torn apart. That's what Sauelsuesor dislikes. The messiness really. But with the right opponent.. Maybe the pearl can find joy in it. That eerie thrill of tearing you apart. But alas, Only with the right opponent. I don't recommend this.
Trivia Time
- No set Voice claim just yet! Mostly since comprehending Sauel's voice is a doozy, Still quite indecisive about it! But.. Fun fact, Early Sauelsuesor had Sonata Dusk From MLP As her Voice claim! Genuinely, Go and listen to Sonata dusk singing 'Under our spell' and you'll know why I was fond! The perfect blend of low and high in my opinion! Though as of now? No voice claim anymore :(
- Sauelsuesor's beloved weapon comprimises of two khopesh swords. Long sickle like blades shaded in dark obsidian black,The ebony weapon decorated and encrusted in golden streaks and patterns. A lovely weapon that does well for slicing and slashing plus hooking! These kinds of swords can be quite good at disarming an enemy or to hook their arm, Therefore trapping it to slice it clean! Truly a horrifying weapon, But perfect and useful to detach or catch limbs!It's convex edge specifically made to be sharp enough to penetrate armor if need be! Though it only happens with the right attack and angle.
- Sauelsuesor's name was inspired and taken from SCP 179, The scp who inspired me to make Sauelsuesor many years ago! I don't truly say Sauel is connected to the sun.. moreso belonging to the stars but then again. The sun is still a star. A big and firey one at that. So maybe Sauelsuesor is one with the sun. In small small burning ways.
- Affection is dearly beloved and welcome to Sauelsuesor, Maybe stiff at first. Surprised and caught off guard but will reciprocate such gestures immediately! A bit awkwardly but nonetheless, its still very sweet. There also seems to be an odd fascination with hands. If you allow him, Sauel will poke and prod at your hand. Play with your fingers and lightly squish and squeeze. Don't mind her though! To Sauelsuesor hands are just as beautiful as the eyes, Says lots about the person they think!
- Pearls like Sauelsuesor were made to be color changing. Not like a chameleon. Maybe. Kinda. But Sauel's home reef specialized in the fact Pearls earned their color. That means most pearls were made of Blacks, Greys, or whites. But once having reached a quota of sorts, They'll be rewarded with their true hues by their beloved Mother. Sauelsuesor was always excited by that far when he was younger. But no longer has that chance now. And that's why you'll see her often painting herself. When a canvas isn't enough, Then this dull shadowy form is something she can settle with. Her own self image is often confusing. He loved it. Just for the potential it had but now it's gone. Sauel often distracts such thoughts away by coloring all sorts of things around their body. A flower there and a cloud here. It doesn't ultimately help those thoughts away. But it helps in the moment. Feels like healing. Kind of.
- Love language seems to be compromised of Physical Affection, Quality time and Words of Affirmation! With a lovely dash of Gift giving! Messy but beloved gifts mind you. And maybe if you'd allow him, A nice painting of you!
- Sauelsuesor's veil is a long clear patterned thing, A sleak but comfortable fabric that has a slight rainbowish hue. Quite the contrast to Sauelsuesor's dark form! But a lovely touch to give them a bit of color! Frankly, Sauelsuesor loves it! Mostly again, the color. And best of all? Makes for a good blanket! Sauelsuesor when not wearing the veil will huddle it around her body like a shawl, Hold it comfortably like a blanket. And mostly finds solace and comfort from it for the fact, It was a gift from her Nacre. Sauelsuesor doesn't know this, That veil belonged to another dead pearl.
Known and Unknown
Mother Maya
Maya was a Nacre Sauelsuesor held dear, Having made by her hands and guided by her as well. Maya truly did her best as her job of a nacre. And Sauelsuesor as well as every other pearl in his reef would agree. Mentioning the Nacre will surely surprise Sauel. It's been.. a long while since she's heard that name. Do you know her? How? There's curiosity. But also longingness in those obsidian eyes of theirs. If the reef wasn't home, Then Maya surely was. And everyday Sauelsuesor hopes that someday. Someday maybe everything can go back to how it was before. Evident by how often Sauel searches for any updates and news on his now shut down reef. With each decade that passes, She wonders if Mother still even is out there. Oh mother, I feel so, so alone.
Abyssal Serpent Pearl
A strange creature from the Seiche reef! Sauel's new home! Ask how their meeting was to be, and honestly Sauel would chuckle and say she isnt sure themselves! All of it really started with a paintbrush. That's a lie, All it really took was Sauel needing a muse and the Abyssal pearl seemed to ablige. While naturally cautious and nervous, But rather wanting of a friend- Sauelsuesor started with Sev. Though Sauel can guess that the serpent pearl will merely think of them as acquaintances, but the Irae pearl will gladly say that the snake is a friend. And snakes in her opinion are lovely quiet creatures. An underrated muse. It may be quiet, But somehow there's still greatfulness for the small time of company Sev gives.
Mother Austeja
Sauelsuesor's remembrance of Austeja is one of respect. Most often time's the pearl is polite towards this motherly maker. But any other time? That seems to be it. When Sauel looks to Austeja, Sauel would think she wont be the same. And yet the Irae pearl holds no disdain towards her. Just the fact no one will replace his own Nacre. But She will respect this one. Albeit they don't seem to interact much. Though Sauelsuesor saw her plenty. She is the admin of the Seiche reef, his new home. Looking to her with appreciation and respect. Admiring her grand yet friendly colors and her hard work. But to put it bluntly, Austeja will never be Sauel's mother nor Nacre. Only on paper maybe. But should they ever talk, Sauel would speak to Austeja like a friend. And hopes she does the same.
Phyllorhiza Punctata Pearl
It's strange to think of these two as friends. Like with a certain snake, Sauel can guess their probably just acquaintances.. but nonetheless, would still call Liz a friend. Probably the only closest companion she'll ever have in Seiche so far. Sauelsuesor hopes to not seem clingy but generally goes to Phyl most the time. Then again, that's bound to be inevitable considering these two are roommates. The artist and the dancer. Even if their friendship isn't true, Sauel still give genuine aid and affirmation. But due to Phyl's influence, Sauel grows playful and teasing. More open. Which is nice. A lovely feeling to be free in some way. But at the end of each day there's still distance. Still a wall that's there. Everyone has their secrets, Sauel respects that. And hopes that maybe the wall falls. But for now? Sauel's just glad Phyl's there.
I must be extremely lucky to have met you. Thank you for that.
