Shayville De Pression

Male

He/Him

Grey-Asexual Polyamorous

Shayville hates his constant need for reassurance and approval. Everyday, he winds up feeling like nobody likes him, and that he's a waste of space unless he gets reassurance from others that he's not; he'll take it from anyone, they don't even have to be his friends. He feels so empty and lost inside without other's words, and he wishes that he could just break free from himself and be happy with his existence without the need of approval from those around him. He's changed his likes and dislikes so many times, just to have people who would be there for him, to accept him, to feel validated and reassured with his existence, that he's forgotten what even truly brings him real joy.

Putting his most problematic aspect aside, Shayville tries his best to be as polite and courteous as he can be when speaking to others. He always says "Please" and "Thank you", and he tries his best to never curse. Shayville can get extremely nervous,  especially when he starts to become worried that he may have done something wrong.

wip!