一日三秋³⁴⁶⁵¹
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Unreality/Derealization, Repeating/Reoccuring Dreams, Veiled Mentions of Violence
A Dream
- sweet
- observant
- quiet
- timid
- clumsy
ficticious
Even without me,
may you never go without warmth.
A Soul
At the edge of my dreams, there is a house encircled by a field of flowers.
Inside it, I will find you, your sibling, and them. The love of my life, and the life we both wanted. You look like me, but you take after them, their clumsiness and misfortune, but it's okay. You look just like me, and your sibling looks just like them.
The flower you wear is from the field, but it doesn't seem like anything that exists in reality.
Sometimes when I wake and wonder what the purpose of this dream is. Is it to give me hope? Is it to push me further into the pit of despair? Is there something I have yet to realize? Is that what it is?
I have been wondering if any of this would have happened if I hadn't made my choice. To play her game. Would we have met? Would I still be having this dream with you, or could it be possible that we never had a chance to begin with?
You may not be real, but you are mine, and that is all that matters.
Trivia
- Likes fruit punch, though they wished it was called something else as it "sounds so mean", has suggested it be renamed to fruit pat.
- Lemonade
- The beach
- Flower fields
- Going to sleep
- Being alone
- The cold
A Desire
Every time I close my eyes, you are there. We are all there, together, in a home that we made together. It is calm there. The sea doesn't call to me the way it does when I am awake.
Reality is harsh in comparison. I wonder how to get to you, how to return to the soft breeze and the calm waters. Each day that draws closer I almost accept my fate, almost yearn for it. After all, is the morning worth waking to without you to greet me?
Where the air was nice and the waters calm....was it simply all a dream?
Will I one day return to you?
A Journal
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I've decided to start keeping a journal, just to start documenting these strange dreams I've been having. I don't remember much of it right now, but I remember seeing Si Mian's face, in a place I don't quite recognize. There might've been a couple of other people, but I don't recognize them either, yet.
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A Family
"I am happier in this place whenever you are around. I am lucky just to have you."
"I'm not nearly as lucky as you, but do you think I could make our parents just as proud? Do you think I could make them just as happy?"
A Feeling
Beabadoobee - Coming Home
I'm waking up to the gap on my blinds peeking sunlight
I'd do anything just to be with you
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