Snowwhisker

kithood [ 0 - 6 moons ] >
       Snowkit was born as a very weak and small kit. When he was born he was the only kit in his litter and he was born he was identified as a she-cat. His parent were afraid about their kit's survival because they thought he wasn't gonna make it, but fortunately he survived. In that time he was just okay with him being called ''she/her'' but never actually tought it fitted for them.
apprenticeship [ 6 - 12 moons ] >
    When he reached the 6 moons old, he got assigned to Stonewhisker as his apprentice and he really loved to being teached by him. Stonewhisker was always such a caring, patient a supportive mentor, and he was more like his father than his actual father, Blacksky. During his apprenticeship, he got really taller and a little heavier, actually taller than the average. And then, through the middle of his apprenticeship he still was okay with ''being'' a female, but as the times passed he noticed that he never really liked to be female and he never liked to be girly at all. The first cat that he told this was his best friend, Tigerfrost, a tom that was just a few moons older than him, and Tigerfrost totally supported and embraced him, telling that no one could ever tell him what he was meant to be. Then he told this to his mentor, and the answer was the same. But when he came out as transgender to his parents, they weren't comfortable with their  ''daughter'' being a male now, but they tried to accept him and now called him  ''he/him'', and that made Snowpaw a little sad but he understood them.
Moons passed and their parents didn't totally accept him yet, but when his warrior ceremony was near his mother Doveflight and his mentor Stonewhisker got drown in the river while fishing, and he swam and tried really hard to save them, but at the end both died. But when they buried both of them, his father Blacksky apologized for being rude and a bad father, and a not that hardly, Snowpaw forgave his father and then his leader noticed how he tried his best to save them and gave him his warrior name ''Snowwhisker'' on behalf of his deceased mentor.
warriorhood [ 12 - 19 moons ] >
    After his mentor died he was pretty sad and mourned him a lot, and so did for his mother, but he was relieved that his father finally accepted him. He also noticed that he is bisexual, and now he just wait for the correct cat to come to his life. Some moons later, besides his father death, he had become a better warrior and started to interact more with his clanmates, but despite that, he began to feel very alone and sad. He really missed his parents, Blacksky and Doveflight, he missed them too much, and even though he had Tigerfrost at his side supporting him he wanted to have a family again. Then, he had the idea of using a rogue donor, after all, he was able to have kits since he was a trans-male. He always loved kits and see them grow up, and imagine himself having his own little hairballs to take care of gave him a little hope.

queenhood [ 19 - 29 moons ] >
    Finally, he decided to use a donor and got pregnant. He felt happier than ever, and he was really excited to see his future kits. He told himself that he had to be the best father to them, and protect them with his life. After two moons, he gave birth to three beautiful she-cats, and he named them Stormkit, Frostkit and Nightkit. becoming a father made Snowwhisker mature a lot. He became more responsible and he could stop being so insecure and nervous. When his kits were about to become apprentices he took Nightkit to explore the camp a bit and Nightkit found a lily and gave it to her father, and Snowwhisker started to wear it everyday.

warriorhood [ 29 - present moons ] >
    After six moons of taking care and protecting his kits, Stormkit, Frostkit and Nightkit became apprentice. He wished that one them got mentored by Tigerfrost, but they got assigned to really good warrior anyways. He returned to the warriors den and he was excited to go out of the camp and hunt again. Maybe his tactics were a bit rusty but his name was Snowwhisker! he was going to prove how skilled he was again. With everything he experienced during his queenhood, he started to think if he wanted to keep his family as it already was or add more cat to it, a loving mate to cuddle with perhaps.
He thought that that loving mate could be his friend Chaffinchtail, and they started to hang out together a lot more than usual, but then one day that magic he felt before just fade away, and they preferred to stay as friends.
At the same time, Fireflypaw; an older apprentice he knew since she was a kit, got close to him and came out as demi-boy. As a supportive father, he encourage him to be as he was. Unfortunately, his mother Lakebreeze didn't like it and accused him of being turning her kits against her, and both parents got into an argue, almost starting a fight.
He knew that stress wasn't good at all for an expecting queen, and almost as a response, Lakebreeze got sick, and Snowwhisker can't help to think that it is all his fault, and if Lake's kits are born sick or still born... he will never forgive himself.
Those events now haunt him and he always felt fear, insecure and he couldn't sleep. Socializing was even more terrifying than usual, so he started to avoid everyone as much as possible. His sadness got worse when Chaffinchtail left the clan, and they didn't even say goodbye to each other. Snowwhisker lost a friend and it was an awful feeling.
Althought, he did his best to embrace his daughters once that they became warriors by the names of Stormfire, Frostwind and Nightpatch.
After her ceremony, Stormfire got close to Snowwhisker again, and the tom couldn't be happier. He still missed his other kits. And that feeling got worse when Nightpatch died. Snowwhisker found her dead body, frozen and lifeless. He carried her to the camp where their clanmates mourned her along him. That event helped him to get closer to Shadowrunner, and then they officially became friends.
Just when Snowwhisker was finally accepting Nightpatch's death, Frostwind died too, getting bitten by a snake. Stormfire was the only one he had left and he was going to hold onto her.
A little after, Lakebreeze gave birth to three unhealthy kits, and she got very sick too, and then, she succumbed to illness. Snowwhisker felt horrible and started considering going to visit the kits, because they were going to need a father figure as Cricketstorm and Fireflydawn.
It seemed like Emberclan was doomed, because death didn't leave the camp. His loved ones were dying one by one; this time it was Shadowrunner. Just when he accepted that he liked him, now he also left him, like everyone he loved. And everything while Wildstar declared war on both Cloudclan and Hailclan, having Marshclan as allie. And if that wasn't enough, she broke the code not choosing a new deputy, and choosing a council instead.
As a very loyal cat, Snowwhisker really doubted about his leader.
But now, he got assigned an apprentice, one of Shadowrunner's little siblings... Cinderpaw. Snowwhisker never had an apprentice before so, this was quite good for him! But shortly after interacting with the young molly, he noticed how similar she was to his dear late Nightpatch...
He participated in the first battle, and he got his first scars, making him a little unsure of his appearance.
As the moons passed, Emberclan got worse and worse, until once day the clan raised their voice to confront Wildstar, Drizzlesong leading them, and ending up in Wildstar's exile.

Emberclan was addapting to the change, healing from Wild's leadership, and then, Snakeheart caught his eye. He never talked to him before, but since the first time Snakeheart used his silver-tongue, he was hypnotized. Every day he saw more and more red flags, telling him to escape while he could, but for the first time, someone told him openly he was handsome, skilled, that he liked him, all he ever wanted.
He genuinely thought Snakeheart was the one for him, that it was time to move on and let Shadowrunner rest in peace, that this time he was going to be happy.
And for his surprise, after Cinderwhisper ranked up and Reedshine became Reedstar, he was expecting Snakeheart's kits. He was so nervous, he had thought about having a second litter but, after what happened to Frostwind and Nightpatch... he wasn't so sure.
And he was so afraid of what Snakeheart could think; they weren't official as he wanted, this was just so sudden. But ''fortunately'', Snakeheart took the news well, and acknoledged that he was the father of the kits.
Snowwhisker was just so happy, a dream becoming true; to have a (unoficial) mate, and raise kits by his side, he was going to be happier than ever, he loved Snakeheart so much, and he loved him back! Right?...
Even when Tigerfrost expressed his disapproval from the beginning and Stormfire never showed clear signs of liking or at least accepting Snakeheart, Snowwhisker was confident that they would make a great family. He had another litter of three, but this time they were two toms and one molly. He was just so joyful, his kits were perfect; he named them Smokekit, Shadowkit and Stonekit respectively, after Smokebreeze, Shadowrunner and Stonewhisker.
He wanted to be a happy family with Stormfire, his second litter and Snakeheart, but soon Stonekit showed his fear for his other father and Shadowkit was just uncomfortable around him. He tried to make it work but, it was just impossible. One day that Snakeheart had the great idea of visiting them in the nursery while Snowwhisker and the kits were spending time with Irisdawn's kits, everything went bad. After that certain event, Irisdawn confessed to Snowwhisker that her kits were in fact, also Snakeheart's kit. Snowwhisker saw it coming, but it didn't ease the pain. How could he not believe Tigerfrost...
But this time it wasn't just about his feelings, Snakeheart hurt his precious kits, and the white tom would never ever forget that. He politely confronted Snakeheart, telling him that they were just clanmates again, and nothing more. Finally after that, he decided to become mates with Irisdawn, to properly do as he promised; help her raise her kits, and now, treating them as his own. Now he finally had the big family he always dreamt of.

Moons passed by and their life seemed perfect. Irisdawn and him raised their kits with love. Irisdawn's litter became warrior, and both warrior were there to be the first ones to make a chorus with their names. Snowwhisker was so proud of how far they had came, and soon his litter was gonna rank up as well.
Still, it wasn't all flowers and honey; that rat of Snakeheart had kept in touch with Shadowpaw, and well, Snowwhisker had no right to private a father to see their kit but, Snkaheart never cared about them, and Snowwhisker knew that Snakeheart just wanted to trouble his precious kit. But he hoped Shadowfeather would be wise enough to not listen to Snakeheart.

Smokepaw, Shadowpaw and Stonepaw became Smokefeather, Shadowfeather and Stonewhisper. Snowwhisker as over the moon of joy, but that joy didn't last much.
There was an epidemic in his clan, whitecough and greencough, and Snowwhisker joined the group of infected. He got whitecough and had to be secluded in the medicine cats' den; at least he could see their son Yewpaw there. But his health didn't seem to be getting any better, and Snowwhisker started fearing for the worst.