Miloh ⭐

This is Miloh. He is kind of a comfortsona for me. And I love him very much. ^^

Key: 

TBD = To be designed or decided

TBM = To be made

TBW = To be written

~~♡ Basic Info ♡~~

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Name

Miloh

Nickname

Lo, lo lo

Birthday/Age

January 8th/I adopted him January 8th 2018 so 1 year and 11 months ago. But he is actually billions of years old. Maybe 6 billion years old. He is the youngest in the pack.

Gender/Sexuality

Dutchies don't actually have genders but Miloh identifies as Male/Dutchies don't mate and don't have sexual attraction but they can bond. Miloh is asexual and aromantic. Miloh bonded with Eidolon, getting to know Eidolon and meeting his pack, he bonded with Ethan and then eventually the other pack members as well.

(When I say bond, I don't mean bond as in the dutchie relationship "songfilie/songfilies"[meaning two of one soul] the name of a bonded pair of dutchies. I mean bond as in have a deep familial connection.)

Species

Dutch Angel Dragon 

Height

3.9ft tall on all fours, 6ft tall on 2 paws

Accessories

~Not really an accessory XD But. He always has his teddy bear. 

~Personality/About~

~Miloh likes fruit berries and some veggies. (Don't tell anybody, but he also likes to eat flowers and other plants when he thinks no one is watching. It's a nervous thing he does.)

~Wishes he had a longer tail, so he could cuddle with it. >w< But for now, he cuddles Eidolon's Ethan's or Oliver's tail. XD Or just cuddles with them, or with Ichigo. ^^

~Miloh is scared of a lot of things. His fears make him feel hopeless.

~When he fell to Terra his first plan was to find a place to hide. He dug a deep den and that is where he stayed for years and years and years. Hundreds of years even. Until Eidolon discovered him gained his trust and invited him into the pack. 

~As a result of being alone for so long he is now clingy and unwilling to separate from whoever he is with sometimes.

~He is still working on his trust issues.

~To help with his fear of everything Eidolon gifted him with a Teddy bear to comfort him and help him with his fear and help him adjust more to joining the pack and accepting Terra as his new home. And now he takes the teddy everywhere with him. He has yet to pick a name for his teddy. 

~Miloh has selective mutism. So if he is in an anxiety inducing situation he goes mute and can't talk for a while. 

~When anxiety kicks in his whole faces flushes. 

~Sometimes he has days where he just stutters a lot. With communication or actions.

~He hates confrontation and doesn't like speaking up about his opinion or feelings. 

But Eidolon helps him by encouraging him quietly that it's ok to speak up. Eidolon has even learned certain signs in sign language and taught them to Miloh to help him feel better about speaking up without using his voice. 

~When confrontation is needed or he needs to speak up he sometimes isn't able to get his point across or just ends up squeaking out of fear.(Goes nonverbal)

~He is very timid, shy, it's hard for him to warm up to anyone. But when he finally does, his friendship is amazing. He's very happy, caring, loving and loyal.
~Seems quiet and anti social because he is but he's also a lovable dork.

~He's an introvert. Except when it comes to those he is closest to.(Eidolon, Ethan, Ichigo)But he always makes sure to hang out with the rest of the pack as much as he can handle.
~Friend and family oriented/Family comes first.
~Cares deeply about matters of his family and his home.
~Loving and thoughtful.
~Sympathetic, empathetic and attached to those he keeps close/Loyal(He'll be with you through it all, good or bad).

~He feeds off of others emotions, if those around him are showing one emotion greatly he starts to feel it too.
~Nurturing. But too anxious to act upon it sometimes.
~He wears his heart on his sleeve.
~Self Protective/Over Emotional and touchy(easily upset or frustrated)

~Immediately leaves/hides as a defense mechanism.(Ex. Someone catches him off guard and brings up a topic he is already struggling with. Or there's a conversation happening that makes him anxious/uncomfortable. He will just suddenly disappear without anyone realizing. Which could come off as rude when he was just trying to remove himself from the situation.)
~Passionately Emotional/Super sensitive/First one to laugh or cry.

~Needs constant reassurance that he is doing fine/doing a good job.

~He is great at giving advice/has the best advice, but for the life of him he cannot seem to apply it to himself. (Most of the time he can never get himself to speak up with the advice though so.)

When Miloh is angry/upset/frustrated -

Miloh doesn't get angry, well maybe sometimes. He'll just hide and glare at the wall. And bleat(like a deer) at people when they get close. Because he struggles with voicing things. But then feel bad for seeming rude and he'll go hide in Eidolons nest. When upset Miloh's fur fluffs up and he removes himself from the situation and hides. He is very sensitive so it doesn't take much to get him to cry. So he will most likely be crying when you do find him. With Ichigo by his side. X3 Ichigo somehow always knows when Miloh needs them. And just appears seemingly from nowhere and curls up with Miloh and purrs as loud as they possibly can. When frustrated Miloh becomes a pouty fluff ball. Glaring at a wall or inanimate object.

Miloh's role in the pack -

Miloh along with Ethan are like Eidolons hatchlings? In a way. Miloh and Ethan are the youngest and Eidolon is kind of a parental figure for them. They are just really close with Eidolon and more often than not need his support emotionally.

On his own Miloh's role is being there for the others in a way? If any of the others are feeling down similar to how he himself feels a lot of time. If he can help the situation he will cuddle with the pack mate that is feeling down/sad/or anxious and just reassure them that it will all be ok. And when the whole pack is feeling down like the air is thick and all of them are just not doing good, he in his quiet way suggests they all cuddle as a pack. Pack cuddles are everyone's favorite. X3

Likes
~He enjoys feeling comfortable and secure
~He collects fuzzy/fluffy soft things to feel comfortable and secure (Stuffed animals, pillows, blankets, etc.) So his nest is very fluffy and soft. X3

~He loves when Ichigo comes to visit him in his nest. When Ichigo curls up in between his wings and starts purring. The weight on his back and the vibration feel and sound calms Miloh.
~Taking peaceful quiet walks through the forest or a park in any kind of weather(except torrential downpour XD But if he really needed to go for a walk and Ame is around he could always ask Ame nicely to help him out.) or taking a walk on a beach.

Dislikes

~He hates confrontation.

~He hates conflict(Wants to help but mostly just wants to run away).

~Crowds/social interaction
~Those who are loud in a quiet places/situations
~When conversations are interrupted(when someone interrupts him. Because he is a timid quiet bean its difficult for him to speak up so when he does it's best for him to be able to get it all out there at once. If someone interrupts then it's likely you won't hear what else he had to say)
~Not having at least 80% of someone's attention when he is having a conversation with them.(It makes him feel unworthy and unimportant if it seems like the other isn't paying attention to what he is saying. Especially because he doesn't say much as it is.)

~Doesn't like raised voices(They make him really anxious and he automatically feels like he is in trouble.)

~Loud noises 

~He's too anxious to leave the cave much. 

Bad Traits -

~Self deprecating.

~He has way too many fears/anxieties.

~He hates being honest about his feelings or opinions.(No he doesn't lie he just doesn't say anything at all. So like if he is sick. He won't say anything until someone notices on their own. Or if he doesn't like a certain food he won't tell anyone..ect.)

Fears/Phobias

~The dark(Nyctophobia)

~Being abandoned, forgotten, ignored(Athazagoraphobia)

~Being alone(Monophobia)

~Space(Astrophobia)

~Death(Thanatophobia)

~Large or deep bodies of water basically any body of water that's really really deep(Thalassophobia)

~Relationships~

Pack/Familial bonded with -

Eidolon, Ethan, Oliver, Cecilio, Akita, Myune, and Ame

Family -

Ichigo no hana

Friends -

~He doesn't know anyone outside of his family. 

Enemies -

~No one

~📖 Backstory 📖~

Parts of Miloh's Backstory -

The day Eidolon found Miloh -

One day my main sona a dutchie, named Eidolon, came across an old crumbling den. Investigating it by eye and smell he found that he could smell a dutch angel dragon inside. The den was rather small but very long and then seemed to drop off as if very deep at that point. So you couldn't see anyone if you looked in. 

Eidolon wanted to know if they were ok so he stuck his head in and made an inquisitive noise. He heard movement and then a face slowly lifted into view and with a squeak of pure terror disappeared again. 

Eidolon surprised, backed out really fast. But then continued on. He stuck his head back in and squeezed in a little farther. He looked down deep into the den and gets a look at the dutch angel dragon shivering in fear. 

Eidolon had no idea how long the dutchie had been hiding in the den. Their fur was matted and dirty and they looked weak and shaky(not just from fear) They looked like they need help. Like they were all alone. And Eidolon just wants everyone to be safe, healthy and happy. So he planned to bring the dutchie home to his pack to nurse them back to health. 

So he made calming noises to reassure the little dutchie and get his attention. Still terrified the weak dutchie looked up at Eidolon. Eidolon moved back a little and made noises as if to ask the dutchie to follow. 

The dutchie stayed put, looking at Eidolon every now and then but never meeting his eyes. Eidolon tried and tried. He took breaks. Wandered off to find snacks. Nosed some into the den towards the little dutch to show him he just wanted to help. But that didn't work either. 

It finally got rather dark and Eidolon had to return to his pack. So he got up and headed back. As much as he really didn't want to leave the little dutchie alone. 

Eidolon returned to the little den as often as he could. Trying every now and then to get the dutchie to come out. He'd make comforting kind noises to assure them he meant him no harm and just wanted to be his friend. He'd bring different kinds of foods or little gifts(small beautiful rocks he found, a pretty leaf or flower). Each day the little dutchie would look at him longer. And even perch his front paws on the ledge of the tunnel leading to his little nest. One day he sat in the tunnel and stared at Eidolon. Taking a nap at some point. In perfect view of Eidolon. But eventually going back to his nest.

It took Eidolon many many days, but he managed to coax the dutchie out of his den. He hesitantly inched his way out. Stopping every now and then and looking up at Eidolon to be sure. When he was finally out and in the light of the sun. The little dutchie curled in on himself really small on the ground. Eyes darting around sometimes meeting Eidolons but immediately shifting elsewhere. 

Eidolon was calm and collected, concerned about how scared the small dutch angel dragon was. He got down to the dutchies level and made quiet calming noises at the dutchie. Slowly the dutchie approached Eidolon and sniffed him and snuffled his scent. But that was as far as the little one was willing to go. 

He backed away and returned to his den. Eidolon didn't let that discourage him. Despite how sad it made him feel. He was determined to gain the little dutchies trust and friendship. So everyday he could, he would return. And everyday he would get one step closer. The little one would allow him closer and closer. They would even nap close to each other in the sun sometimes. The little one would stay a few feet away but still close. 

One day Eidolon managed to get the little to play with him. They ran around after each other. Never touching but still having fun. And everyday that Eidolon had to leave the little one would sit and watch him leave. Looking sadder and sadder each time he left. 

And then. One day Eidolon arrived at the den and the little one was waiting for him at the entrance to his den. He looked so small and sad but he also looked so happy to see Eidolon. Eidolon hadn't been around for a couple days as something came up with the pack. 

When Eidolon came into view the little one ran towards stopping short and making himself very small. All the while shaking with anxiety.  Eidolon kept his cool and as slowly and gently as he could, he laid down to the dutchies level and nudged the little ones head. 

The little one looked up hesitantly. And Eidolon sat back and waited patiently. Ever so slowly the little one got up. Sniffing around and taking in Eidolons smell and his surroundings. He reached Eidolon and looked up into his eyes, as if asking permission for something. Eidolon slowly lowered his head to the dutchies level.

Just like his first big step, the little one sniffed Eidolon relaxing in the comforting scent looking at Eidolon again. Eidolon closed his eyes softly letting the little one know that everything was ok and he was safe. The little one relaxed a bit more, and eyes closing in relaxation the dutchie nuzzled Eidolon's nose. 

Realizing what he had just done the little dutchie backs up and huddles in a shaking ball. Eidolon quickly rose to calm them. With his relaxed demeanor and calming noises he calmed the dutchie down a bit. And the dutchie allowed Eidolon to touch him. Eidolon layed next to them and curled his tails around them and laid a wing over them to keep them warm and comfortable.

It was getting dark. And Eidolon had to return to the pack. He gently lifted himself away from the small dutch and walked forward towards his pack. And then he turned back towards the little dutch and invited the smol dutchie to follow him back to his den. Shyly the smol bean followed the larger dutchie. Later prefering to walk directly under Eidolon, feeling safe in his presence as the world around them grew more dark and anxiety inducing.

Meeting the pack was terrifying for the small dutchie but the pack was just as sweet and welcoming as Eidolon was when they first met. And he slowly grew more comfortable with them. Eidolon gifted him a teddy bear he had found during his travels. To help comfort him and make him feel better as he got better surrounded by new Dutchies and new home. With the new soft cuddly friend the little dutch made friends with the pack. And the pack nursed him back to health and helped him gain confidence. (But that's a story for another time. X3)

They learned his name was Miloh. And Miloh soon became part of the pack and gained just a little more confidence because of his new family. ^^

The end.

The first couple weeks in the den/recap -

Ethan and Miloh are really anxious beans. Ethan has zero confidence in himself and can be socially awkward. But he manages. He's ok on his own but he needs a little push now and then. And so Eidolon helps by being Ethans rock and support. When Miloh was found. He was hiding in a den he had dug for himself. Rather small but very long and then deep. So no one could see him if they looked in. No dutchie in the group(Eidolon pack) knew how long he had been hiding in the den. His fur was matted and dirty and he looked weak and shaky. He jumped and hid at every noise. Seeming terrified of everything. But they gained a little trust. And bonds grew. To help him feel better when most of the pack had to leave the den, Eidolon got Miloh a teddy bear for company and comfort(he hasn't named it yet(might call it Eido because he looks up to Eidolon as his friend, his rock, his support, protector and pack leader.)) Ethan being close to Eidolon began to consider Miloh like his little brother. Thus both Miloh and Ethan go to Eidolon for comfort when feeling overwhelming emotions. 

When Eidolon is not available Miloh goes to Ethan and Ethan to Miloh. They comfort each other while cuddling in Eidolons nest, it brings them comfort when he is not around. 

When Miloh first joined the pack Ethan wanted to help comfort him but Miloh was scared of the others still. So Ethan kept his distance until Miloh was calmer around everyone. 

The day Ethan gained a little more trust from Miloh is a good one. 

Miloh had been in the group for 2 weeks and one morning when Eidolon left to make his rounds around the den and their territory, leaving the rest of the pack resting in the den, Cecilio keeping watch near the entrance, Miloh abruptly woke up and realized that Eidolon wasn't there;

Miloh slept next to Eidolon because it was the only way he would get some rest.

And he began to yip whimper and whine. Ethan, his nest being very close to Eidolons, practically merged together. Woke up to the noise and moved over to comfort Miloh. Miloh yipped loudly and started crying. Scared that Ethan was getting closer. Ethan didn't know what to do at first, but then remembered what Eidolon did when they first found Miloh. He moved to Eidolons nest a few feet away from Miloh and laid down. Lowering his head to seem small and non threatening. Miloh grew quieter and after gaining a little bit of courage he stretched his neck out and snuffled and sniffed Ethans scent. Ethan smelled like Eidolon. But also smelled like Ethan. X3. A smokey flower is how Miloh would describe Ethan's scent. 

Tired and in need of comfort, Miloh scooted over next to Ethan. Rigid and stiff next to him at first. Ethan began to hum softly to relax and calm Miloh. Lifting his wing, he invited Miloh to snuggle closer under the warmth of his feathers. Miloh looked at Ethan in awe and then slowly relaxed into his side. Sighing in comfort and turning and snuggling even closer when Ethan curled his wing over him. Both warm and snug in their favorite dutchies nest Ethans humming slowly drifted quiet until they both fell into a restful sleep. 

And that's how Eidolon found them when he returned from his rounds. Smiling fondly he left them be and went to keep watch with Cecilio. 

From then on, Ethan and Miloh became very close. Like brothers. Protecting and comforting each other when needed.

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