Kaiju Kawa (Fantasy/M.S. AU)'s Links
You're...a very interesting person, I think, um...
We have different mindsets, I'm pretty sure, but I'm glad I got to speak with you and learn your perspective. ^^;
... I wonder if you could've taught me what it's like.
Really intense, but, ah--not in a bad way at all. I think it's a good thing, actually.
You're smart and reliable. It's...comforting, maybe in a nontraditional way.
...You care a lot about the people around you, huh. A... smart person, really, just- very background. You aren't good at coming forward, and you tend to throw your own life down first when it comes to drawing straws. Probably what did you in, in the end. Hurts to see, honestly. I think you would've made a better friend than you think. (You're already human enough; the flaws make you complete, I wonder if you realize that.)
...I feel bad that my instinctive response to all that is to say "it's okay", because it's really not. But somehow, I still don't want to blame you, even if it is your fault.
I don't...I didn't want to die? But I don't carry the same feeling of...anger that some of the others might.
(I guess I'm just not really capable of feeling it to the same extent, huh...?)
...Weirdly enough, I think we're similar in some strange ways.
I hope you're doing well for yourself.
...Maybe in another life, we could be friends. Preferably one I don't kill you and nine others in.
I thought you had a good heart, though. I'm still not sre what's so great about humans, but whatever you thought you saw in us... you had it. You were alive and had a presence like no other, and I'm sorry I took that away from you before you could come to realize it.