Tw: grooming / home abuse / toxic people mention

Kale was a introverted kid who was really kind, she didn't understand why other children are mean towards her or others. She was fully convinced that everyone are good people, the bad people seems to be just "confused" ones. She was shy as a kid, rarely talked with anyone and she enjoyed spending time with herself more than with others because kale couldn't find a common language. She spend time outside on pretending wild animals as a play, it was common for children but she had a really big heart for it. Kale also really loved playgrounds but was always too shy to ask other children to play together, but if they invited her she would be happy and accept the invitation. This little wolf was a kid with unrestricted internet which means she spend a lot time online. Having an access to early internet didn't meant that she was only at the house, kale also loved nature and had a lot of fun spending time on running among trees. On the internet kale used to watch animashes, amvs, animations and silly memes. She also played impressive title servers and her favourite was impressive world, her other favourite game was star stable and many single player games that were popular in early 2000-2010s.

Kale from the early stages of her life was interested in learning nature and fire magic but she was keeping this information for herself. She was learning in the nature because it was more fun and seeing actual plants helped her with understanding her own magic.

Her parents weren't a good people at all but she never seen this as a child or even later as an early teen. They believed that in order to raise a child well, they had to hit and shout at them. So every time when kale was disobedient she heard screaming at her or worse and that's one of the reasons why she prefered spending time with herself but she was still convinced that her parents love her. But at the same time she didn't understand the concept of loving own family, she always said, she liked them because that was more fitting. Her parents believed that they are really caring for her because they always were buying toys, favourite food and clothes and they used to tell her that "other kids have worse lifes than her so she have to be respectful". Kale was really naive as a kid to believe that they are a good parents.

This child had a lot of fake friends who were first to make fun of her but she didn't saw their bad intentions, she trusted them and really liked to enjoy her passions with others but no one understand it.

The teenhood was probably the worst time of her life, it was a slowly process but the results were bad. When she was 11-13 years old her life was simmiliar to childhood, but she less spend time outside. Kale spend a lot of time in her favourite fandoms such like as IT servers, warrior cats, animation memes, fnaf, mlp and some animes. She had a group of internet friends which never met in real life but she really had fun texting and talking with them. She slowly was starting to be talkative and more confident with new relationships online. Having these two traits isn't anything bad but she still was a naive child believing that people are good inside. Because of it she experienced toxic relationships where she was groomed by older strangers from the internet. It had a big influence on her life and at age 14 years old she slowly started being depressed, experiencing suicidal thoughts and low self esteem. Her online friends noticed that and told her that she needs psychological help so Kale asked her parents about that but they just made fun of her that she's too young to have any problems. Without any professional help she was really on her mental low. She still had some toxic relationships that she didn't noticed why they are wrong. One of them was a girl from school who actually liked her but her behaviour was just awful. Always made fun of her when she didn't understand something, insulting her for fun, embarassing her near classmates, gossiping about innocent people and many others.

Kale at age 15 years old started to have big ego, she was always right in her opinion, everyone were wrong. It was a response to toxic people, this behaviour was just coping mechanism because deep inside she still had low esteem. She started to be really annoying and loud, not scared to say what she thinks and because of that she had a lot of enemies and in a response to that she was insulting everyone for fun because it was quite fun to watch how people get angry at her where in her mind they started it first. She also really liked sex jokes which were really cringe and annoying. She was an edgy queen who said the most weird stuff, she also had a black clothes phase really hard, didn't liked other colors beside black. She started to developing anger issues and gossiping behaviour. Sometimes because of that she was burning on her body because her fire powers started to be uncontrolled. She was sensitive about herself so it was really easy to piss her off, she without any thinking could hurt you physicaly.

She at age 16-17 years old started going to the parties with that school girl, people really liked her at the parties because Kale was a good dancer, story teller and loved challenges. She also knew many tricks with using her fire powers and that was a really good show to watch for strangers.

Everything started changing after she turned 18 years old. She still was going to the parties, still was a toxic person in general but she started to realising some things, that her behaviour isn't okay but wasn't sure about it at first. The school girl left her after kale told her how she is feeling about insulting her. Maybe she was used to it but inside her it was just destructive behaviour and she hated herself all her teenhood inside but never wanted to really admit it. Prefered to cover it up by behaving like annoying mean girl from american movies to feel more powerful and confident. After being competely alone in school she experienced how it feels to be an outsider again, but this time she wasn't a innocent kid. This time she was an adult who lost a friend, making school even more difficult because her ex friend started gossiping about her and telling a lot not true things about Kale. The top ego was slowly fading because she started realising that she was actually a bad person. Sometimes she still acted like an edgy teen but it was less often than before. Kale started to be really confused because her entire life changed, she knew that she needs to change and she was scared to finish school because it was like the end of certain era.

Kale at 20 years old was a really depressed person without friends, even the internet ones, she still lived with parents which she didn't liked at all because she realised that because of them she is a mess right now, but not only because of them, many toxic relationships and grooming really destroyed her. After finishing school she had trouble with finding job, it was disapointing because everyone always was telling her that it's really easy but in reality it wasn't. A year passed on looking for a job, doing nothing, surfing on the internet and being depressed. During on year without school she met online Ingochan, she fall in love with them. They really helped her because she had a person on who she could rely on. After a year Kale finaly found a job as a cleaning person in hotel which was really a good job for her. She just was doing her duty without problems and really enjoyed it even if the pay was a national lowest.

Getting a job helped her with mental health because she could afford a psychiatric and psychological help that she needed from early stages of life. Not everything was perfect because she had a memory issues resulting from long-term untreated depression, mood swings and other problems.

Kale at 25 years old moved out from the family home breaking off contats with her family which wasn't so easy because she felt like she is doing something wrong and was afraid that she would need their help but did it anyway. She is renting a small flat and she is living with her partner, they both have a usual job, living with each other makes them happy. Sometimes Kale is annoyed by Ingochan's behaviour but it isn't a big deal anyway. At the present she is 30 years old and her life is better than it was, she can spend time on her hobbies and even she has a few friends!