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Same Ex-boyfriend! I wish I would've had a warning from him or something, but it's fine! I'm not mad at Abel for it.
Same Ex-boyfriend! I'm. I'm so, so sorry I didn't do something. If he knew where I was he might've tried to get me back again- eugghh...
He's taught me a lot. Both in terms of.. how to have a little more fun- how to tap into Hellhound things- and in how to be a little bolder sometimes. Whatever "rebellious teenager" phase I thought I had as a kid is nothing compared to the freedom Ash has helped me get. Also, he's pretty, and I'm all his as long as he's willing to take me. I may be... nervous, about love- about being in it- but... I'm coming around to the idea of being in love with him.
Luca, Luca... Y'know I'm tempted to act how I normally do, call him something stupid and act like I don't care as much as I do, but honestly? I do care. I give so much of a fuck about him it makes ME look like the idiot. I can't stop touching him. If he's not around I'm seeking his scent. I feel like he's all I can think about anymore. Whatever he wants- even if he doesn't say it- I'll do it. I want him to be happy and comfortable with me. As much as I don't believe true love is something that's possible, I think he's the closest I'll ever get. I'll be in love if that's what he wants. I want it too.
Fable reminds me of my mother, but... kinder? I try not to view her in that light, for my own sake. She asks me a lot about my history and I try to explain, but there's only so much I can manage before I have to stop.
Cerberus is a strange one. I forget sometimes that he genuinely is a hellhound- but I think I'm just too used to Gnash, maybe? He's... interesting. Looking into him has resulted in some conflicting information, and I'm curious to get to the bottom of it, eventually. For now, I'm just glad he's working with us.
I worry about Edifice. It is... very emotional, and I don't know if that's good or bad. I hope it's okay. Ever since it hit me, it's been strangely better? I hope the violence wasn't the cause of that. Sometimes I still flinch when it raises its voice, but I. I try not to. I don't want to be afraid of it or anything!
Lulu's too nice for his own good. I know I fuckin' lashed out at him once, like, way early into my time in the crew- and the fucker didn't even get mad at me. He was sitting on the floor cradling his cheek and asked ME if I was okay. I think that changed something in me. Part of what made me realize I'm actually... wanted here. I would've been killed, SO FAST, if I did that shit with any other crew I'd ever run with. But he, he just wanted to make sure I was alright??
I'm glad to be a part of Butterfly's group. He intimidates me a lot, but I'm trying to get better about that! I. I wish sometimes that of all people, the boss wasn't so.. aware of some things, but I can't really help that. Please forgive me.
Lu-bat is an odd one for sure. He's a people pleaser, but he's also a bit ornery. It's nice. I'm glad he plays well with Gnash. Maybe... maybe too well. And in front of me. But can't really fault them for that- they're dogs, right? No sense of privacy... I'm glad he gets along with everyone well enough.
Another hellhound?! Maybe. She's definitely a dog, and I definitely don't want to find out what happens when she's mad. She's always been a rebel, so I like to chat with her and hear stories about all the times she used to run away from home... I really admire her ability to do that.
Sad little doggy! He's such a SAP and looks at me like I'm the hottest bitch on Earth when I tell him about what I've done with my life. I LOVE an excuse to brag! He's a good listener.
Birdy, my younger sister. I did everything I could to raise her once my parents dropped her off in my hands, and I think I did a good job...? I wish she was a little... safer. I worry.
Luca's my big brother!! He's so little for such a big guy, and he's kind of a stick in the mud when it comes to having fun and being free- but I love him! He taught me how to care about other people and be safe, which is really helpful down in the depths! just WISH he would stop treating me like he expects me to come home in a body bag! I'm FINE!!!